天下没有不散的宴席

上星期回家一趟，出席了Negi 的 生日聚会，还有与妈妈，婆婆和二姑一家的母亲节晚餐。很开心地见到他们，总是让我乐开怀。还有久违地跟贤妹，绵和雄的深入谈心时光，心里豁达了许多。有了这班友人，让自己有了最美的时光。在这要感谢寿星公的慷慨，有了个很爽的免费晚餐和宵夜，虽然到最后浪费了些。LOL

即将要毕业了，眼看着身边的朋友都很努力地找房间搬家买家私，心里总是有些感伤。同窗三年的朋友即将离别，回到自己该在的地方。虽然嘴里说还是可以时常出来见面，还是很不舍，毕竟并不是全部人都在同个地区，尤其是我。看来我接下来的日子可就闷死了，可以当个十足的宅女。
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希望能遇到好房主，好住宿，好工作，好未来生活！(衷心期许着)


P/S: 时间告诉我，无理取闹的年龄过了，该懂事了！！！

The Day Before Dragon Arrives!

CNY is just around the corner, in fact that is tomorrow -- CNY eve! But I'm still stuck in PJ, and only back to home after tomorrow morning shift. Actually I'm not in the mood also, as my most important exam -- house final exam and OSCE will be held after CNY. And of course the another main reason is my CNY leave just 3 days only starts from 1st day of CNY till 3rd day. Yeap, this is because we don't have anymore leave to take, so no choice to do our 1 week posting for that particular CNY week! What will you expect for a candidate to enjoy the CNY with this kind of condition? I'm really fed up with all these!

So this the reason why I didn't update my blog for a long time. Busy with revisions and practices, are part of my life currently. I became the half dead fellow started from this January. Don't know why my heart just can't calm down, worry too much, but unable to change anything. Lame...

Yet, I still have some happy thing to share. 1st angpau for this year is from my mentor! Thanks for her kindness as she never excuse but still gave us the angpau although we all are 88 people in a class. Especially she wrote herself each everyone different wishes behind of the angpau, really touching my heart! =)

Gotta sleep now! Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! =D

Lighters

I'm at home now, starting to enjoy my last annual leave for this year. Past few days just had my test 2, I think I'm done it quite well, just because of all subjects are objective questions has been tested. So even I don't know how to do, just simply squeeze my brain and find the best answer from it. LOL~ This is my positive thinking! =D But of course, they had bring some bad news for us, that is our OSCE had been bring forward to 10 Nov from 18 Nov. OMG!! I actually haven't start practicing yet, left 2 weeks including my annual leave for us to make it perfectly score! There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. There's no way to complaint it anymore, just pray hard that I manage to overcome it!

I already decided to not thinking of college stuff for this holiday, because after that there's a stressful days for us to face it. So no point to worry when the things still not in its way. Hopefully I'm getting all the better for a holiday. Enjoy myself! Finger crossed~


P/S: Need to get a new pair of slippers because of the stupid rain! Isssyyhh~

Starts My Last Year!

So this month -- July, which starts our Semester 5, really made us crazy and mad. Too much things need to be done in a short period and everyone expected us as Year 3 students -- "you should know what to do and what not to do!" Oh God~ I'm going to vomit out all my undigested food and blood, but yet I still to swallow it back to my stomach and continue to work on that. The timetable so packed without any SDL, even SDL time also got extra lectures on, sometimes we had extra doctors' lectures too, but I love their lectures. XD

Just within 3 weeks my file already fulled with notes =="

This time we will going to some special associations which covered our syllabus such as MAB, NASSAM, TONEH, and of course psychiatry posting too! I'm very looking forward for all these! Because with all these, I can learn more experiences by my naked eyes and hands, not only just learn from notes, books and lecturers.

So my Semester 5 schedule as below:
3 July - 20 August : 1st half on block
21 August - 8 October : 1st half posting
9 October - 26 November :2nd half on block (between this having 1 annual leave =D)
27 November - 7 January 2012 : 2nd half posting and going to start my last semester!

Time is precious and I have to grab it well! If not I'll going to regret it! So be positive =)


P/S: I know myself well, so just let it be~

What's going on?

Recently really extremely busy... Until I have no time to update my bloggie. There were so much words that I wanna share it out. But for the past three weeks after my annual leave, my sleeping hours also decreasing because need to settle my things well first. Tiring -- this is what I can said.

So after my annual leave, back to this college, continue my class rep thingy till July, participate in sports day activities -- treasure hunt and practicing cheerleading for nights and nights. It's really made me extremely exhausted, luckily the result was really made me felt what we did is worth -- Winner of treasure hunt and cheerleading competition, also champion of sports day 2011 too! Last year participated and we can win it, really happy about that! Great job G69!

Also started my Semester 5 last Monday, had my pre-test and luckily I passed! Then continuously having lectures non-stop, the subjects really killing me. All were so important, I think my neuron cells can actively function well for my studies. Hopefully won't get any neurological or psychological problem after study so much! The tutors really push us very much since the semester haven't start yet. Sometimes I really felt why so difficult to make us suffer instead of just let us to enjoy our last year? It's impossible for this place, I'm sure for that.

So later I'll having club meeting with my boss, rushing for my journal for the sake to get cross in log book, so that I can wear mufti during lectures; Saturday will going for Relay For Life 2011 campaign with bunch of friends till Sunday go back to hostel, another meeting for following event in the end of July; start from Monday need to stay till 6pm for doctor's lectures. Somemore I need to sell coupons for this place building fund, all my beloved buddies please help me!! =[

Hectic life will never ends.... ==


P/S: I just miss my family and besties so much!!
God please save me!!

Just a Dream?

Today just sit for the Malaysian Studies exam, I'm so blanked when saw the paper. Not to say I don't know how to write it, just that I have no mood to sit for the exam. Damn bored especially these few days the hot weather made me so moodiness. And the one who sit beside me use her time wisely to write all her points within one and 1/2 hour. Made me more stress when saw her kept writing and writing. Sigh~~ Although this doesn't count into CGPA, but I still hope that my result will be nice to see. Please don't make me sad anymore, I had enough of that.

Next week will be the final Semester 4 exam. Monday is Obstetric, Tuesday is Gynae, Wednesday is Endocrine and Genito-urinary system, Thursday is Sociology and Friday is Community Nursing exam. I'm lack of confident to sit for the exams due to last Semester result. Have to buck up of that. If not I'm really in a big trouble. Wish me luck for my exam!!

There's something always in my mind, of what to do if this thing happen to me. But the reality is it won't be the things that I wanted to. I'm trying to insulate this from me, but the God seems like wanna give me a big trial to go through. Haiz~ I'm going to surrender! If You wanna give me just give me, don't make a fool for me anymore, okay?


P/S: I need money and luck! And I really like you... =(

Learn from yesterday, Live for today, Hope for tomorrow!

Already passed 11 days of April, but it seems like I did many things and it's tiring. Recently I really slept alot, yet can't manage to cover back all the energy. I think it's the time to do some favorable exercise to boost up my body, most important thing is to cure my laziness first. Haha~

Last week done my test 2, some result was just nice to pass. Sigh~ Need to spend more with books and less online, but it's easy to say than do it! XD

After that busy with Food Fun Fair which also my college open day, I was in-charged of face painting. To be honest, my drawing skill is bad since I was small. And during my Form 1 Art class because my teacher's words, I already hate drawing for the sake of showing people and laugh by them. So it's a big challenge for me to paint at people's face, but without overcome it, how am I going to improve myself, right? On that day, my stall flooded with kids and they all were fighting because of the queue. I and my friends just draw and draw and non-stop draw at the face till we're too hungry to pause a while for the lunch break, then continue draw again. It's really to deal with kids except when they all calling us "aunty, aunty...", I'm still young and pretty enough to be your sister okay? So ended up my day with tiring body and mentally, sleep for 9hours and attended my CN class on Saturday.

Sunday went out for just the sake of relax myself and accompany my friend too, ended up bought some shirts and things I wanted for so long, and saw lots of handsome guys. It's happy anyway, although my purse having a big hole. Must change my red purse as soon as possible! Because old myths saying that red purse can cause people can't save money. =P

I seriously don't like that, especially after saw some incidents. I had make my mind clear and I swear I won't be one of it.

Self-face painting with pigtails

Days will be greater as time goes by! Be more sincerely to go through it =)

P/S: Don't stop believing ♥

It's April now!

Yeap, as what I had mention at above -- it's April now! Pheeeww~ Time flies and now I'm in the middle of Semester 4, still left 2 semester and half to complete my course. And after that I will become a registered staff nurse who contributes this community a little little effort! So currently I was damn busy of the studies until when I went for work, my friends was asking me what's wrong with me. It just one of the sign and symptom of the tiredness. I have no idea this hectic life will maintain until when, but I'm still enjoying it.

Currently my point of view about coupling changed, after the long talk with SM. Although still feel a tiny mini of the loneliness, but I'm happy of being single! Because of nobody's gonna care of what am I doing and what time I suppose to do what and so on. I can do what I want without getting permission of my partner. LOL~ Yesterday one of my friend who had a long time didn't chat, suddenly asked me whether I am single or coupled, I just laughed and asked why, she felt there's some of us are having it. I agreed of what she said, but what's the deal of it? They're having their partner to support each other for the past, now and future, which I'm really happy for them. But for us, we still manage to go through the days. Doesn't this is what we called as life?

There's a new song from my idol-- Khalil Fong which called "好不容易(That's not easy)". It's about of a couple who love each other and they realize it's not easy to find someone like him/her to be together for whole life, and appreciated of having him/her. So romamtic! This song absolutely can be one of my wedding song! LOL~


词/曲：方大同

太多人失意 太多人忘记 太多人都说爱情失重无影
爱 也许是我的 爱 也许是他的 爱 也需要你做媒

听说人呻鸣 听说人分离 听说人都说爱也无法证明
坏 别在数我的 怪 别在诉她的 再也不视你的美

*我在这里 带著你 很值得 一直我会爱著你
心服的 心不舍 一切都不可思议 因为爱的只有你
我已换了自己 我意识到 好不容易 好不容易 好不容易 爱到你

总有人坚定 总有人相信 总有人懂得爱能深刻无底
爱 也许是我的 爱 也许是她的 爱 也许要你做媒

Repeat *

我还有万事不会 已听不少无可到老的承诺 世界里有多少胡不归
而我有我知己 陪我度过四季 没有什麼在这一生可求

Repeat *

So next week surely I'll become like a zombie to attend class, exam and open day. But still can make it well! Best of luck for that!

Thanks for my lovely cute slippers, you served me well =)
But why must spoil on the April Fool day when I was having my dinner? =.=

P/S: I'm definitely not to disturb you anymore if you still act the same thing toward me!!

You will never know what I feel right now

In depression currently. Actually my mood was still pretty good although I knew we'll having the test 2 in the 1st day of on block which is next Monday, need to in-charge of the open day on next Friday which also after the exam is finish, I'm still having two case studies which is urge to be pass it up, Malaysian Studies folio haven't done yet, procedure still need to be achieve and so many major minor things to be done. But all of sudden get the news from my lil sis, my world started to collapse...

Stress till maximum!!!


P/S: I hope she will be fine always~ Please God, I beg You!!

Learning Process Will Never Ends

Today morning had my running assessment with Ms S for this semester requirement. It's very nervous to having this kind of exam, especially for interviewing the patient with someone that observing you. Besides that we are required to do a procedure with supervision too. So she had chosen the dressing procedure for me in other ward due to my ward don't have that procedure.

I waiting for her and settle all the case study from 8am till 10am. All of sudden that green shirt women searching for me and bring me to prepare for the dressing equipment. When all done, she came and we start to do procedure 1st. Overall is good and she said that I can managed to maintain the aseptic technique which is the most important thing. I was happy about that. Then straight away we went to my interview patient room and start the interview. Unfortunately my interview was bad because I have no confident to ask questions. Luckily my patient and Ms S helps me alots from collecting the data, so I still can write all those data.

There's an encouragement from my patient. He told me that to be confident of what I doing right now. Aim a target and do everything that you think you can achieve it. I should do it better, I know I can. "Just do it!"

There's still a long way to achieve my achievement....

Specially thanks to my friendly and helpful guys =)

Never ends . Never lies

Since I'm back to college, everyday was so damn busy. News suddenly one short bang to my brain, I almost can't take it. But luckily I still survive and typing this facts to let u guys know. LOL~ Sem 3 result will be announce on next Wednesday and Thursday, but I'll be going for holiday after Thursday AM shift, hopefully it won't affect my X'mas mood. Case study hardly to find it as I want it simple but yet interesting for me to learn, but still need to do it. So now already decided the case and going to start work for it! Procedures... Just now saw what's the criteria that must to achieve, I can be said that if she wants us to wear uniform, I'll be one of it.

How wish I still in holiday and being a parasite in my sweet home, hanging around and sing K till midnight.. Life's hard but I still need to go through it!

Just praying and trying for the best!

I'll settle all things before my holiday comes~



P/S: Oh gosh~ 2011 is coming soon and no more "teens" for me anymore.. Also I'm getting fatter! =(
I envy of it~

End and Start All Over Again

Yesterday morning just had my final paper CVS, I thought it can be a big relieve but it's really really wrong. After that we were having a case study briefing which is a individual assignment that we need to complete during our 6 weeks posting, without pass up it u can just forget about of entering Sem 4. I just hope that what I want will get it wonderfully~ Just like what Ms K told us during today morning oral evaluation, "Life's not about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain. ~Vivian Greene" We have learn to cope the situation, not just always escape from it. But I knew I am not always can do what I think of, I still not strong enough to face all the hardness. So I will just take time to conquer all these. Need booster for encouragement!

So tomorrow starting my 6 weeks posting at Orchid. Hopefully everything goes well and no more funny things happen to me anymore. Procedures all come to me and all can sign nicely in my triple 5 and also log book! Can't get my request never mind, as long as can working smoothly at there is more than enough. =)

Within these weeks, there's bunch of things happened around me. First of all, my lil sis attached to another guy. It is really give me a damn big OMG for me because this made me become the only one who is single status in my family. Sigh~ Although all people told me not to be sad about it, but I just feel lonely whenever I need somebody to talk and hug. I can't find a person actually to share that feeling. The special one I still finding for. Don't have any idea when only he will appear on me and give me a big warm hug. Sad~ I will never give up to searching for u, my dear! XD The other thing is I met a guy in game, playing some sort of couple to gain new power due to that attachment. Had a long time didn't see him online, kinda miss him LOL~ But he just 13 and I was like very old for him to be my "bf", although talked not that much but really thanks him to entertain me while I'm bored. Hope can see u online soon~

So wish me luck for the posting time and we shall meet soon, dear friends~


Currently chatting with MK in FB~ Oh gosh, MK!! U made me miss our whole gang friends arr~~ T.T

P/S: You will never understand me..... :(

Wake me up when October ends

OMG!! I had almost 3 weeks didn't updated since the last post I decided I will update soon... ><" Sorry my bloggie.... Do u have any idea why I didn't update? Hehe~ Now all my coursemates especially my roommies knew it, because I'm addicted to online game in FB!!
Taaa-raaggrr~ My real look with all the fighters in the invisible game world :P

Because of this game, I took most of my time to level up myself in the world with my lovely pet~ But don't worry then, I still manage my time to do revision for the final test Sem 3 and also practice the scary OSCE exam.... =з= This really need to thanks to C.Hui for keep on give me "TLC (tender loving care) music" during we stick to each other. Hee~

Oh ya, last two weeks I almost get involved in a serious accident. If my luck is not good enough and most important thing is if I not to decide to buy 5pm back to KL, 10.10.10 might be the expiry date for my life. Pheewww~ Really thanks to God that blessed me and my friends reached college safely. R.I.P for all the victims & family. But luckily I still managed to experience my 1st clubbing before the night, although the outcome was not so well. VO X 3, drowsy but yet still manage to walk here & there. I will not to be act "pro" once I step into the club! It's not a good feeling anyway. I don't feel like wanna try Ham's technique but might try when I encounter it again~ XD

Then weeks and weeks repeated my days and days. It's bored but what to do? Nothing to do unless u have a damn rich family who gave u $ spend for ur luxurious life... Just be an ordinary poor college student who always put her butts on the chair and playing with her lappie for the days and nights. Dream on there might someday her life will turn upside down and start her perfectly fairy tales. LOL~

Last Saturday we finally managed to meet up and celebrate Xian's birthday, although just birthday girl, me, Mian, Negi and the "Cinderella"-- Ham. I STILL WANNA MEET THE OTHERS!! ARRRGGHH~ Sigh, since they all busy, then 5 of us just try to renew our talks for the last 1 months didn't meet up. Then we tried to cheat Xian that actually we didn't celebrate for her, and I thought it was successful. On the way I sent her back home, I tried to ask her...
" Actually do u have any idea that we'll celebrate for u?"
"I know.."
"How u know?"
"It's the time already, sure u all will celebrate what..."
"...."
LOL~ But it still a nice outing! Hopefully I can see all of u soon!!

Wednesday met up my family since they're coming for accompany my grandpa to my aunt's house. Great to see my mom, dad and new-looked sis especially after hectic 6 hours CN class~ Bring them to Sunway and buy my stuffs also went to see my uncle too after dinner! Thursday night having dinner with sis and her bf with their treats! Hooouuu~ How wish I will just always be a baby girl in my home~ XD

It's 3.35am and I shall head to the bed~ Sing K tomorrow with sister and her friends! Woohoo~ After that my very packed schedule will be....
25.10 (Mon) - Trial OSCE
27.10 (Wed) - Theory OSCE Stations
29.10 (Fri) - Real OSCE OMG!!
30.10 (Sat) - 12.30pm officially start my annual leave, 6pm train to Ipoh
1.11 (Mon) - Evening time from Ipoh to Penang
3.11 (Wed) - should be from Penang back to Melaka!
7.11 (Sun) - from Melaka back to KL and start final preparing for my final exam!
13 (Sat)~ 19.11 (Fri) - Final exam for Sem 3
21.11.10 (Sun)~ 1.1.11 (Sun) - Sem 3 2nd half posting

Wish that I have more holiday to relieve my stressful feeling :(((


P/S: I NEED MY AWAITING LOVE RIGHT NOW!!!

1st Week of Sem 3

Sem 3 is really a tough semester if you didn't pay attention of it. Started to know diseases about heart, lungs, digestive system and also community nursing which haven't start the lecture yet. We also having surgeon's lecture which is very interesting but yet very stressful during the lecture, don't know when he will ask questions and speechless if he pointed you. Assignments just come non stop and tried to figure out how to do it well and perfectly. As my tutor in charge said, we all need self determination and integrity which including truthful and honest to go through the following semesters, not only just Sem 3. Hmm... I'll do my best for the following 2 years before get the black stripe on my cap. Although it'll be a very tough pathway...

Then as usual Saturday back home, having dinner with family, yam cha with bunch of buddies at Wing's Cafe~ Miss Negi so much as he can't come because of attending his grandma's birthday celebration. Love the moment to be at hometown, without stress and just happily do what ever I want. =)

No matter how terrible and horrible the life is, I just want to smile and go on!

Last but not least... Last time outing to GoGo and Tribe The Houz pics has out!!

Happy 20th birthday boy~

Can you just give me the privilege for me, the only one?
Perhaps I'm too greedy of it....

Weekends~

Saturday after work back to home~ Because of my extremely excitement, I took wrong LRT train which I supposed to take Sri Petaling train but I took Ampang train. When it reached Taman Pandan Jaya station only I realized, I faster change back to Chan Sow Lin station. And this made me delayed the bus which I actually can take 3.30pm bus, but have to take 4pm bus~ ==" It's a shame for me... Sigh~

On the night, my sis treat us dinner at Cheng~ We ate crabs as celebrate belated father's day celebration and also due to my good exam result~ Hehe~ It was delicious although made us waited for so long~ Then we back home and take rest, I drove out and go yam cha with my girls plus a guy at Station 1~ Had a long time didn't yam cha at there, we chit chatted and also watched football live Uruguay VS South Korea. Actually I don't know about football, just when all the guys shouted only I see who's the one goaled only. Haha~ I, Mian, Xian, Meh and Xiong chit chatted till 1am only go back~ It's a wonderful moment to be with them~

Then on Sunday having dim sum with family treated by my sis's bf~ Hehe~ Then went Chan Optometrist to check my eyes since last time was 1 year plus before, luckily my eyes still maintaining~ Happy about that, but might change my frame if got money still. Watched Toy Story 3 with my lil sis on 2.30pm, it was awesome! I love it damn much~ Really addicted to Toy Story!! After movie we went to JJ to have some shopping for my college stuffs with my mom on her dinner break time~ Back home and eat mom's cook which she cooked on noon time. Then I follow my sis and her bf car to back PJ and continue my posting~

Crabs~

Crabs in my plate~

Iced Longan Milk at Station 1~

Toy Story 3 !!

Happy about on block soon which is next week~ I'm tired of posting... Semester 3 going to be tough, but I believe I can go through it~ I'm hoping that GIT, Hemopoetic, Infect & Inflammation 2, Cardiopulmonary, Community Nursing all these subjects won't killing me~ But my feeling told me that most killing me things will be OSCE and case study.... T.T Year 2 continue gambateh!! =)


P/S: How wish you'll never leave me alone when I need you~

Update for This Few Weeks

It's had a long time didn't update my blog, 'cause I was busy with the cheerleading competition and after that it's my final exam for Semester 2. So practice and study for 2 weeks continuously~ Hmm~ It's tiring and damn bored man~ But I have no choice to reject all these since it'll affect on my studies! So been work hard and harder, and finally it settled down on 21st of May. FUUU~ What a relieve~ But have to start posting.... =="

Cheerleading competition was awesome! Although we didn't win any prize. But we really enjoy lots~ And the telematch which organized by our group girl really funny~ Our mentor (Ms Wong) tried her best to pick up the green bean by the chopsticks~ Clap hands~

After that start our final exam~ Study hard everyday and sacrificed my sleeping time to study~ Hopefully it's worth to do so~ =)

Within two weeks, I realize that the fact -- I can't be the one who can share your sadness. Do you know that it hurts me lots? You apologize to me that didn't tell me the truth, I smiled and said something that can comfort you. Actually my heart already hurt, do you know that? I'm sure you don't know anything about it. I know it's stupid to care this kind of thing, but I'm really the person that care friend's feeling. Your explanation that giving to me, for me, it's nothing. On that moment, I realize -- we might not be the BBF. Although I talked with someone about this, her comment are reasonable. But then.... from now on, I'll try to make a distance with you, to prevent the hurt again. Sorry, I'm no afford to let you hurt me again~ I'll be cruel.

Then after the exam, I'm back to hometown to relax my mind~ Gather with my family, met up with beloved buddies -- Mun (had a long time didn't meet in hometown), JT, Ham, MK and Negi, the person who's going to study the same course with JT~ When I watched Ham and MK parking in front of cafe, laughter just came out from my mouth, 'cause of my parents commented on him "Why he must park in front of the cafe instead of still got so many parking lots for him to park?" While laughing, I was thinking, this kind of scene will be long lasting how long.... I hope it will never end in this entire life~ 'Cause I ♥ this damn much!!!

Sunday had lunch with my mom's cook~ Then went out with Xiong to have some fun and find Meh's birthday present, but can't find the suitable one. Night went out had dinner with dad and sis, went to JJ to buy things and sis's present~ Haha~ Then Monday just stay at home and enjoy myself, back to hostel by 4.30pm bus. I'll not back on Wesak day since I already took my PH for Monday. Can't meet you all~ Sad case~


Note:
Thinking that it might can be miracle in the future~ I do really hope so~ =P
♥ U ALL~
Posting gambateh!!

It's Time for Injection~

Today is the one of the most important day for me. Because it's the time to inject my friend with real needle! Oh gosh~ For me it's excitable and stressful because my tutor will observe us how we do. So very fortunately I'm partner with Yi Le -- my ex-primary school mate a.k.a Malaccan. Haha~ Before waiting our turn, we just practice and practice. Waited for 2 hour and 45 minutes, "Group 11~" is our turn~ Went up to Demo Room, took the task from tutor and started to prepare equipments~ When I was withdraw out the Normal Saline 0.9% for SC Normal Saline 10 unit, my hand was shaking like hell~ Tried not to shake but failed to do so. So tutor was asking me:"Huh, why your hand so shivering?" I was just smile and continue to inject into deltoid~ Luckily Yi Le didn't felt any pain~ Hehe~ After that it's her turn to inject me, she was very steady to inject me~ Very good and didn't feel pain too~ Tutor advise me to practice more~ Hmm~ I'll do it better for the next time!! Gambateh!!

My injection site by Yi Le~

The injection site from my creation~

Yeah~

So tomorrow will be having oral test for English with group presentation! Then after Friday class I can go back home~ =D But next Monday still having English exam~ So must study hard and smart too!! Gambateh for everything~

About Death

Just now having our P&P class (Principles & Practical in Nursing), we had learnt about the care of the dying clients. When the lecture is going on, the concepts and examples that my tutor gave was just recall me back the situations that I faced previously in the wards. It's sad and actually I really can't do much in that situations, although death is the one of the stage that all of us must go through in the last~ But we all just need to appreciate what we have now and be thankful for it! Then before the class ends, tutor shared a song with us -- At The Beginning by Richard Marx & Donna Lewis. It's a meaningful song~ And it reminds me the support from my family and friends has made me to go until here, and I hope my journey will going on with all of them~ Thanks for it! =)

Here are the lyrics...

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart

When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody, somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Yeah...

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep going on

Starting out on a journey

Life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep on flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning...
With you


P/S: Going back home soon~ =D
and I finally get my green band too!
Congrats to me!! =)

Updated

Since on block-ing, busy with the studies, exams, assignments, procedures, clubs' orders and other small matters... Tiring and yet no time to take a rest~ But it's still a meaningful studies life! =)

And currently I joined cheerleading for the main competition of the sport day which will held on 15 May~ It's fun since I become the flyer of our cheerleading team~ It makes me feel more feminine~ XD

Life become more challenging~ Hope I can do it well! Stay strong!!


P/S: Thank you for loving me~ But somehow I can't accept it...

好想回到那无忧无虑的快乐~

今早突然起床， 一看手机，才8.24am。想再继续睡，可是脑海里全都是关于log book, procedure, journal和club的东西。想到很想呕吐，就决定起来继续做该做的东西。这几天的我可真的是感到很压力，当那时知道有哪些procedure是一定要拿到才可以得到green band，看着空白的555和log book，我想直到semester 2 half on block完后回去再次posting时，我才可以得到那个band吧~ 我不想认输，但随着时间渐渐逼近，还有一些很难得到的procedure没给我遇上，不要输都得要认命吧。我已经累了，心里憋得很辛苦，想哭却哭不出来~ 看来，迟早在这里暴毙死掉都没人知道....

我非常想念我亲爱的家人，我可爱的朋友和我那温暖的家~ 有时觉得自己那么辛苦又何必呢... 人生到了尽头都还不是死掉上天堂还是地狱~ 干嘛要这么拼命？？做人做到很苦啊....

真的真的，好想回到那无忧无虑的快乐~~


P/S: 请赐给我一颗不会受伤的心, 请赐给我永远用不完的勇气~ 来面对这一切难题吧！