Fullstop = The New Beginning

Yeap, I think that's the end of story. I had made my mind clear enough. There's not such thing in this world can be overcome with the word "I love you" only. If love can overcome everything, why we still have war and unfair scenes in this world? I can't see the future that I wanted, so bear with that and till death let's us apart.


It's too hard to meet my desired love.


Perhaps I really not deserve to have any relationship for my entire life.=(




"It takes three seconds to say “I love you”, three hours to explain it , and a lifetime to prove it."

我落日般的忧伤就像惆怅的飞鸟，惆怅的飞鸟飞成我落日般的忧伤。

看过微博上有这样的一个说法，“在对的时间遇见对的人，是一生幸福；在对的时间遇见错 的人，是一场心伤；在错的时间遇见错的人，是一段荒唐；在错的时间遇见对的人，是一阵叹息。你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

而我依然怀疑着，那个感觉，总是觉得很不真实，好假好假。从出生以来，我只相信我看到和第六感的感觉，其他的都抱着半信半疑的态度。或许我必须改变这态度，可是缺乏安全感的自己却说服不了自己，没办法过到这一关。永远都活在自己的安全范围内，才是我自在的理由。

我想我自己都无法改变这事实，就这样地让它发生吧！是我的就是我的,不是的就会离开我远远的。

缘分这事总是很搞笑地发生。哈~



P/S: 不要太想念过去，因它会给你带来悲伤；不要太思考未来，因它会带给你恐惧；用微笑活在当下，它会带来喜乐。

还有明晚开始我的4天夜班，加油吧！过后我想回家好好彻底放松下，见见家人和老友。心灵很累啊~~

Raya Holiday

Yeap, last week had my 4 days off at hometown. Nice to relax myself in home on the 1st day after tired work. Then 1st day Raya, as usual received many ketupats and rendang chicken and other foods from neighbours! We ate for our breakfast and lunch, very full and blessed! Then evening went out with my lil' sister for groceries and window shopping. I spent alot on that~ Then night time still stay at home doing nothing, because of laziness. LOL

2nd day Raya a.k.a Malaysia Independent Day, went out with long-time-no-see friends as farewell. Watched Cars 2 which is very funny, I really laughed out loud in theater. Then night time farewell gathering with Bowling, Fang and Kel as they are going for further studies in local U. Good luck to all of you!

The next day, went to sing K with Xian, MK and Xiong. I'm the driver as Xiong's car got some problem. Luckily the journey was safe and nothing happened. Sing for 3 hours and we headed to DP as they all want to buy something. After that we went to eat Tom Yam steamboat as Xian's family having dinner there too. 3 of us just went and try, ended up we sweated alot because it's too spicy. Haha~ MK swear that he won't eat at there anymore in his life. Then we went to yam cha with Nyamuk and JT as Nyamuk seldom come back. He really mature alot compared to last time in secondary school. Had a great talk with all the guys!

Last day just stay at home and rest well, because I knew I'm sure will get very busy after back to college~ Currently condition really can prove my words! Tiring...

Seashore~~

This is really spicy *HOT*

All the best in studies everyone =)

P/S: Are you the one? I'm really have no idea...