Do's and Don't s

Don't want to care anymore
Don't want to think anymore
Don't want to sad anymore
Don't want to worry anymore
Don't want to be moody anymore

Want to be happy
Want to always smiling
Want to be brave
To go through all these hardest time that I had ever experienced!!


Let the time prove for everything......

好想回到那无忧无虑的快乐~

今早突然起床， 一看手机，才8.24am。想再继续睡，可是脑海里全都是关于log book, procedure, journal和club的东西。想到很想呕吐，就决定起来继续做该做的东西。这几天的我可真的是感到很压力，当那时知道有哪些procedure是一定要拿到才可以得到green band，看着空白的555和log book，我想直到semester 2 half on block完后回去再次posting时，我才可以得到那个band吧~ 我不想认输，但随着时间渐渐逼近，还有一些很难得到的procedure没给我遇上，不要输都得要认命吧。我已经累了，心里憋得很辛苦，想哭却哭不出来~ 看来，迟早在这里暴毙死掉都没人知道....

我非常想念我亲爱的家人，我可爱的朋友和我那温暖的家~ 有时觉得自己那么辛苦又何必呢... 人生到了尽头都还不是死掉上天堂还是地狱~ 干嘛要这么拼命？？做人做到很苦啊....

真的真的，好想回到那无忧无虑的快乐~~


P/S: 请赐给我一颗不会受伤的心, 请赐给我永远用不完的勇气~ 来面对这一切难题吧！

Khalil "Timeless" Concert '10 Live in Malaysia

Khalil Fong is coming to Malaysia for having his 1st concert in Malaysia!! As one of his big fans -- ME, surely 100% wanna go~ But because of the price ticket and the hotel room~ I still consider about it... What should I do? Should I go? If I'm not going, I'm surely will feel very regret~ But the money is the biggest problem.... Haiz~ What should I do??

And... Tomorrow is the only day which only having 15% discount for the ticket~ I would like to buy PS1 or the best is VIP ( but I think impossible... :( )~ So if got discount sure will be much more
cheaper and can save more money to book the hotel room~ Now I'm finding the way to solve this problem~

Hopefully I really can go!! Please!!

Latest news is --- I'm not going already because of some issue... Haiz~ No choice what? I'm a poor college student... T.T But I'm surely will going when I got that ability to attend all these events~

MC Holiday

This sickness made me can get 4 days MC~ I requested tutors to let me go back on the 3rd MC day for recovery since staying at hostel just made me worse (No nice food = good nutrition to make my body better , and my homesick also). So go back with my sis by car and reached home with happily~ After talked with my dad and sis, took some medicine and take a nap~ Really have a nice sleep~ :D When I woke up, it's time for dinner~ Homecook food is the best dishes in this world~ Thumb up~~ Then my mom asked me "are you going out tonight with friends?". I just answered "I think no". My phone rang and it's MK who ask me whether want to go and buy Nyamuk's birthday present~ Timing very good and then I just agree with him~ After 1 hour only Negi came and pick me, also went to fetch JT and Mun (long-time-no-see dear)~

Reached new JJ, finding for the present~ Thought can meet up with Mian since she waiting for us about 1 hour, but when called her only told that she's going back already. So just 6 of us finding for that present but unfortunately can't find it. Since JT was hungry, so went to Amigo for supper~ Then thought wanna see how's the Sunshine Pub is, but before we went in, see the condition not so good, so we walked off and decided to go Jetty for nothing~ Walk along to the pathway till GoGo KTV~ See all of us nothing to do, so went in to sing K for 1 hour~ Then only we satisfied and went back home~

The next day, whole day staying at home doing nothing~ Just take nap and sleep~ Don't know why I am so sleepy? Then at night went for BBQ as our friends gathering~ We all just chit-chatted and laughed~ On the half way I eating BBQ chicken, Negi suddenly asked me whether got buy Nyamuk's birthday present, as I share with Meh Meh, Fern, MK and Xiong, of course I didn't buy. And because of the miscommunication between him and Mian, so he suggested to go out and buy the present now. So I, Meh Meh, Fern and Pauline followed his car and went to old JJ to buy watch for him~

Then we back to his house and they went out again to take cake from Negi's bakery shop without my notice. I was concentrated discuss with others about their next outing for skating at Sunway~ When they came back, we sing birthday song for him~ Then continue our group chit-chatting till 1am took our group photo only dismiss~

Sunday went back by sis's friend car~ So my bus ticket burnt and felt touching and also funny when Mian and JT called me and asked where am I, my answer is KL, they all so shocked and saying that why am I so fast. Never mind my dear, I'll be back on 3rd April after settle my college open day as we promised~

Happy look Nyamuk~

Yeah~

38 Negi and me~

Pauline camwhoring~

Cool pose~ Actually looks like gangster more~ LOL~

Do my best within these 2 weeks before back to on block~ I can do it!! Believe in myself ♥


P/S: Hope can make it as what we promised~

When U are in very sick condition....

This will be all the things that you have to go through.... Very suffering and need to eat lots of medicine~ Cannot simply eat anything~ Receive injection and drip.... T.T

Hope I can get well soon!!!


P/S: Thanks for everyone who is concern about me~ :)

Busy Dating Day~

13 Mac evening reached home~ But that day didn't go out because too tired~ Just have some rest at home~

The next day, suddenly decided that wanna have a hair cut for me and Xia. So 1.30pm went to her house and fetch her. But before leave my housing estate, I accidentally bum something because of that stupid slow car~ I thought nothing happened, just continue my driving~ After fetch Xia and wanted to leave her housing estate, I heard some "Piak~" sound. When I stopped my car at the roadside, I knew that my tires has puncture. Straight away call my dad and he came to save me and our car! Sorry dad from troubling you~ We wasted 1 hour because of this! Then only went for hair cut~ Actually MK waiting for me so long to buy Ham's birthday present, so after hair cut faster drive back to home and waiting for him to fetch me~ I still prefer someone pick me up~ XD

We went to JJ to find present, but driver said his technique still bad and he need some very big place to park his car~ So went to MM there and I found a very hard-to-park parking lot for him. Tried for 10 minutes but still cannot make it, so he surrendered and find another place. He kept nagging me because of this... Haha~ We walked to JJ and finding for the present. Finally... bought a sunglasses for him and we went back home because I'm rushing time to have dinner with my family~ Had a satay celup dinner with lovely family and went to Tesco to buy my fan because of the hostel is too hot!! But the model that I wanted is out of stock, so my mom planned to go to Giant and see. So I alone waiting Ham, MK and Meh Meh to come and fetch me. They all laughed of me because of my "sexy" sound... Ham even said is like Zhang Bo Zhi~ Swt~

Reached there about 9.15pm and MK and Meh Meh went there to buy movie ticket while I went to buy coffee for Sxuen and Ham went back to park his car again because of worry. Then we meet back at Dreambox and start our sing K! But I can't sing because of the stupid sore throat!! Damn sad and just can see all of them sing K~ Had a birthday celebration to Ham and he kept show pattern when singing~ Lol~ When 12am we went to watch Alice In Wonderland~ Till 2am only we back home~ Gave Ham present before he starts his car~ Hope he really like it! Haha~

Sunday nothing else, as usual pack my thingy and back to hostel by Xia's dad car~ Never mind, Saturday I'll back again to Melaka! Hope gathering goes well!! And my sickness faster recover~ =)

Repairing....

Ham's birthday cake! See~ Got Si Ham at the cake! Lol~

Birthday boy with his cake~ Pattern lots~ Haha~


P/S: I still waiting for the Dreambox fellow send me our group photo~ Damn slow... CAN BE FASTER OR NOT? ==

R.I.P

Received a very shock news from my sis. My neighbour's son who I also knew him had passed away yesterday. Phoned my sis and asked what's going on. I really can't believe this really happened. He was a good guy and helped us lots when we need his help, and yet, he just 20 plus. When I was thinking of his mom and dad's reaction, tears just can't hold it. How to make them accept this? I can't imagine about this....

May you rest in peace. I will always bless you.

4 Mac 2010

Yesterday after morning shift went to Sunway Pyramid with Xia, Gaik and Yen for sing K at Red Box~ Nice since we all very crazy of singing!! And the student price really cheap too~ After that we went to Fullhouse for our dinner! Food is delicious and I love the environment~ All white look~~ After that I and Xia went to find Sandy's birthday present and others went to supermarket to buy foods. Finished buy then we back to hostel. It's a very short outing but made my feeling better~ But yet, my assignments still haven't done yet!!! Must do assignments!!!! @_@


P/S: I'll always stand by u no matter what happen~

Wangsa Maju trip

Saturday noon went to work, I was wondering when is my off day for the following week. When I saw the roster I was so surprise that my off day is Monday~ Then after tomorrow I'm free. So planning to meet one of my buddy -- Miao~ So after work phoned her and asked her whether okay or not. Sure she will say okay~ Haha~

Sunday after work, packed my things and went to LRT station to get there. Passed 16 stations and it takes 30 minutes to reached there. Actually it's really far away from my place, but the fee is cheap (RM2.40)~ So I can go there frequently since there's lots of nice foods to eat~ Haha~

But because of Miao is moving house, so I waited for her about 2 hours plus to meet her. I was so scared since I never been that place before~ Just hanging around over that area. Then while standing at the convenient shop, two guys and a women came to me and did an interview about religions view. Helped me to spent my time for 45 minutes~ Haha~ Then Miao called me and told me she's ready and we met at the junction. She brought me to eat chicken chop and we talked alots about her previous house things~ After that back to her house and stay at there with her roommate -- Carmen. Midnight we went out to buy CD and tea O for supper~ Then we watched Stephew Chow's movie till 3am only sleep~

The following next day, we can't go out from the house since they still haven't get the new key. So they asked their friend to buy lunch for us. Almost 1pm only other housemates came back, and we are freedom~ Haha~ Miao brought me to Carrefour and also her college, although can't see much of the college, but at least I steeped into the entrance. Lolx~ Then we went back to her house and took a nap. About 6pm we went for dinner~ The shop have a nice environment but service still can improved~ We met other two Miao's ex-classmates, but they really rushed of their homework. After ate then leave there for doing their homeworks. After we finish eating, they sent me back to LRT station and we hugged. Hope everything will be fine for you, Miao~ I'll support you forever! =)

Wangsa Maju's sky view~

Me and Miao~

Same slippers we had~

My dinner~

Miao's dinner~

Fried Ban Mian~ Nice~

Very high~ Haha~

Victory smile~

Before leave Wangsa Maju LRT station~ The apartment that can see is Miao's apartment~

Me in the LRT~ Lonely~

So finish my off day and get back to work for 11 days continuously~ Because I already apply my next week off day on Saturday for the sake of going back hometown~ Hopefully can get it because I got something important to do in hometown~ Gambateh!! Since lots of assignments haven't finish yet... Sigh~


Note: Negi promised me to bring me go to Tangkak someday on MSN~ Haha~ Please don't break the promise ya~ :P