Anyway... Merry xmas!

Yesterday I went for countdown with my besties! It's wonderful since we had a long time didn't meet each other. Although I had been "shoot" from JT, Negi, Mun, Xian they all at McD supper time. But I feel glad to be a part of them as family, not just a best friend~

But I don't know why, I feel so empty in my deep heart. It seems like I doesn't belong to anybody, anything in this world. I do really hope that someone can just come to me and comfort my fear, I'm not as strong as what I always act to. You won't understand that sense of loss after tried so hard to get that something you always wanted, in the end the result just made you disappointed. Sigh~ I'm in doubt, again. When that piece of peace will stay in my heart? Do you know, the time when they started to sparkling that colorful fireworks while we two just standing side by side and looking for the fireworks, all I just wish to be with someone that I loved, I wish someone can grab my shaking hands, lead me the way to the end. But I still failed to find that person. I wonder when that person will go into my world, my heart? Hopefully next year x'mas I won't be alone anymore~

This song "Life is like a Boat" from Rie fu which can reflect my feeling...

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People's hearts change and sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again

I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us
But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?

I still need to face the cruel reality....

Never ends . Never lies

Since I'm back to college, everyday was so damn busy. News suddenly one short bang to my brain, I almost can't take it. But luckily I still survive and typing this facts to let u guys know. LOL~ Sem 3 result will be announce on next Wednesday and Thursday, but I'll be going for holiday after Thursday AM shift, hopefully it won't affect my X'mas mood. Case study hardly to find it as I want it simple but yet interesting for me to learn, but still need to do it. So now already decided the case and going to start work for it! Procedures... Just now saw what's the criteria that must to achieve, I can be said that if she wants us to wear uniform, I'll be one of it.

How wish I still in holiday and being a parasite in my sweet home, hanging around and sing K till midnight.. Life's hard but I still need to go through it!

Just praying and trying for the best!

I'll settle all things before my holiday comes~



P/S: Oh gosh~ 2011 is coming soon and no more "teens" for me anymore.. Also I'm getting fatter! =(
I envy of it~

Mentally lethargy

It's Saturday and I'm sitting in front of my lappie. Later still need go for work and tomorrow will start my night shift already. I don't know how many years I didn't go to shopping and enjoy the feeling of hunting new clothes for myself. Sigh~ Past few weeks was so busy till no time to go out, but luckily I have no feel any desperate of my shopaholic syndrome. LOL~ Need to save money huh. So currently just waiting for one day planning go out and shopping kau kau with Ho Ma~ Hoho~

So after night shift I'll having at least 4 days holiday. Although I'll miss the event CON Night which my college night, but I don't care anymore. I just wanna rest well and stay with family and buddies. Mentally lethargy when I'm staying here. =(

Wish my night shift good luck! =)


P/S: Still waiting....

Hee ~

Going to be a week in the ward. The conclusion is.... busy and tired! Busy of chasing the procedures, even my off day also can't rest properly as they told me that there will be something that I wanted but ended up that thing postponed and I get another procedure. Anyway I'm still the lucky one! Thanks for the God and all the people who give me luck (Ham & J.Shen in FB wishes are really help XD) and strength~ I will continue my effort to reach the peak!

My reward for the helping in healthcare awareness in one of company at Serdang~ XD

Soon there will be December and only I realize that Xmas is coming soon~ Without looking my friends' outing photos with xmas tree I would never know! LOL~ I just hope that I can get my request and back to hometown to enjoy the holiday with family and buddies~ Hmm~ Kinda greedy huh.. But it's really a long time didn't really enjoy with family and especially all my buddies. When I go back always meet up the same people, the others will be not around. Ham told me that he miss me lots and actually I'm so doubt about it, 'cause he's the one who always at home but when ask him come out got lots of excuses. LOL~ But hopefully when Sunday night we can meet up for all staying at AK one! =D


I'm proudly to become a nurse! =)


P/S: I don't need a boy who fulfill my loneliness~ What I need is a real true love~

End and Start All Over Again

Yesterday morning just had my final paper CVS, I thought it can be a big relieve but it's really really wrong. After that we were having a case study briefing which is a individual assignment that we need to complete during our 6 weeks posting, without pass up it u can just forget about of entering Sem 4. I just hope that what I want will get it wonderfully~ Just like what Ms K told us during today morning oral evaluation, "Life's not about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain. ~Vivian Greene" We have learn to cope the situation, not just always escape from it. But I knew I am not always can do what I think of, I still not strong enough to face all the hardness. So I will just take time to conquer all these. Need booster for encouragement!

So tomorrow starting my 6 weeks posting at Orchid. Hopefully everything goes well and no more funny things happen to me anymore. Procedures all come to me and all can sign nicely in my triple 5 and also log book! Can't get my request never mind, as long as can working smoothly at there is more than enough. =)

Within these weeks, there's bunch of things happened around me. First of all, my lil sis attached to another guy. It is really give me a damn big OMG for me because this made me become the only one who is single status in my family. Sigh~ Although all people told me not to be sad about it, but I just feel lonely whenever I need somebody to talk and hug. I can't find a person actually to share that feeling. The special one I still finding for. Don't have any idea when only he will appear on me and give me a big warm hug. Sad~ I will never give up to searching for u, my dear! XD The other thing is I met a guy in game, playing some sort of couple to gain new power due to that attachment. Had a long time didn't see him online, kinda miss him LOL~ But he just 13 and I was like very old for him to be my "bf", although talked not that much but really thanks him to entertain me while I'm bored. Hope can see u online soon~

So wish me luck for the posting time and we shall meet soon, dear friends~


Currently chatting with MK in FB~ Oh gosh, MK!! U made me miss our whole gang friends arr~~ T.T

P/S: You will never understand me..... :(

Holidays . Trip . Home ♥

Back from annual leave. I just left less than 4 days to having my final exam papers for Sem 3. But before talking all those sad stuffs (stupid OSCE which ended 29.10 without be reconciled to get that kind of nor-bad-or-good result), let's just see what I had did for my annual leave....

30.10.10 (Sat)
After 12.30pm class ended, I went for lunch and back to room to start packing for trip to Gopeng & Ipoh. Leave hostel around 4.30pm. Reached KL Sentral around 5pm. We had our dinner at KFC and started our journey on 6pm train. This was my 1st time took train to other states. LOL~ Actually it just same as bus, just it can fetch for so much people to their home. With the noise of the passengers and my lovely mp3, after 2 hours plus, we reached Kampar station. We back to Sxuen's house at Kopisan, Gopeng. It's a lovely small kampung, but I don't understand why there's dozens of Chinese restaurants instead of no mamak stalls. So we had our supper at one of the Chinese restaurants by her family accompany. Nice foods although they took a long time to prepare. Then we back to her home and take our own sweet sleep~

31.10.10 (Sun)
Woke up on 7.30am and we're having Lai Fan and Milo as our 1st breakfast in Perak. Then we went to Ipoh and having some shopping around there and also Ipoh Parade with ZYan. All the clothes were so beautiful and cheap! I did bought some, Hehe~ Evening time we went to temples and prayed. Then back to home again and took dinner with her family at another of the Chinese restaurants. Then went to Kinta City to watch movie Life As We Know It. Damn funny~ Then we had some supper at McD. We did some stupid action at here, but it'll be a nice memories for us. XD

1.11.10(Mon)
We all overslept. So some plans can't make it. We just managed to eat Chicken Floss Noodles with satays and pudding, then went to bus station to take my 2.30pm bus back to my home sweet home. Around 9pm only I reached Melaka. Nice trip~ I would like to have some other trip for the next time! =)

Thanks to all my ji muis =D

2.11.10(Tue) - 7.11.10(Sun)

Most of the time I just stayed at home, played with my little sis and watched drama series and animes. Just had some outing for Wed night having yam cha section with Mian, Xiong and Xian Moi at Uncle John. Sat evening window shopping at DP and night yam cha again at Station 1. Sunday morning having dim sum as breakfast with Mian and Xiong. The others were not in hometown, so we can't meet up. It's sad but I believe we'll meet for the future.

During hometown ♥

So annual leave ended and I shall start my studies for the rest of Sem 3. Good luck!
What a short break I had.... But I know I will enjoy my life peacefully after all these hardships and obstacles. Be positive thinking! =)


P/S: I believe we will meet when the time comes! So just be good with me and stay tuned ♥

Wake me up when October ends

OMG!! I had almost 3 weeks didn't updated since the last post I decided I will update soon... ><" Sorry my bloggie.... Do u have any idea why I didn't update? Hehe~ Now all my coursemates especially my roommies knew it, because I'm addicted to online game in FB!!
Taaa-raaggrr~ My real look with all the fighters in the invisible game world :P

Because of this game, I took most of my time to level up myself in the world with my lovely pet~ But don't worry then, I still manage my time to do revision for the final test Sem 3 and also practice the scary OSCE exam.... =з= This really need to thanks to C.Hui for keep on give me "TLC (tender loving care) music" during we stick to each other. Hee~

Oh ya, last two weeks I almost get involved in a serious accident. If my luck is not good enough and most important thing is if I not to decide to buy 5pm back to KL, 10.10.10 might be the expiry date for my life. Pheewww~ Really thanks to God that blessed me and my friends reached college safely. R.I.P for all the victims & family. But luckily I still managed to experience my 1st clubbing before the night, although the outcome was not so well. VO X 3, drowsy but yet still manage to walk here & there. I will not to be act "pro" once I step into the club! It's not a good feeling anyway. I don't feel like wanna try Ham's technique but might try when I encounter it again~ XD

Then weeks and weeks repeated my days and days. It's bored but what to do? Nothing to do unless u have a damn rich family who gave u $ spend for ur luxurious life... Just be an ordinary poor college student who always put her butts on the chair and playing with her lappie for the days and nights. Dream on there might someday her life will turn upside down and start her perfectly fairy tales. LOL~

Last Saturday we finally managed to meet up and celebrate Xian's birthday, although just birthday girl, me, Mian, Negi and the "Cinderella"-- Ham. I STILL WANNA MEET THE OTHERS!! ARRRGGHH~ Sigh, since they all busy, then 5 of us just try to renew our talks for the last 1 months didn't meet up. Then we tried to cheat Xian that actually we didn't celebrate for her, and I thought it was successful. On the way I sent her back home, I tried to ask her...
" Actually do u have any idea that we'll celebrate for u?"
"I know.."
"How u know?"
"It's the time already, sure u all will celebrate what..."
"...."
LOL~ But it still a nice outing! Hopefully I can see all of u soon!!

Wednesday met up my family since they're coming for accompany my grandpa to my aunt's house. Great to see my mom, dad and new-looked sis especially after hectic 6 hours CN class~ Bring them to Sunway and buy my stuffs also went to see my uncle too after dinner! Thursday night having dinner with sis and her bf with their treats! Hooouuu~ How wish I will just always be a baby girl in my home~ XD

It's 3.35am and I shall head to the bed~ Sing K tomorrow with sister and her friends! Woohoo~ After that my very packed schedule will be....
25.10 (Mon) - Trial OSCE
27.10 (Wed) - Theory OSCE Stations
29.10 (Fri) - Real OSCE OMG!!
30.10 (Sat) - 12.30pm officially start my annual leave, 6pm train to Ipoh
1.11 (Mon) - Evening time from Ipoh to Penang
3.11 (Wed) - should be from Penang back to Melaka!
7.11 (Sun) - from Melaka back to KL and start final preparing for my final exam!
13 (Sat)~ 19.11 (Fri) - Final exam for Sem 3
21.11.10 (Sun)~ 1.1.11 (Sun) - Sem 3 2nd half posting

Wish that I have more holiday to relieve my stressful feeling :(((


P/S: I NEED MY AWAITING LOVE RIGHT NOW!!!

Recently

Sorry for the long time not updated, my bloggie~ I'm really busy of all those college stuffs... Finish posting and now already 1 week on-block, really used up all my time. LOL~

Now having my test II for 3 days. After that will having OSCE which I most afraid of. It about all your skills and practical which you must finish that particular procedure within 5 mins~ Hopefully I can pass peacefully and going my 1 week annual leave happily~

Thinking plan of having trip during that 1 week annual leave. Where should I go and explore?? =)

Oh ya, I dyed my new hair color~ Love it!

I was thinking about him, thinking bout me, thinking bout us, what we gonna be? Open my eyes, it was only just a dream...

Believe

I believe I can do it~
Although unhappy things happened,
unlucky incident happened,
but I still can stand strong.
To be brave facing all these~
And hopefully the day comes...
I can go back to my lovely home~
To get enough rest!

Still got 2 more day night shifts~
I'm awaiting~ :)

Adventure!!

I became a companian nurse on my off day (25.8.10)! It's very tiring 'cause need to awake for 12 hours from 8pm till 8am to accompany what the client want. But new experience gained from it. Hope the client can go home with healthily. Pray for it! After rest for hours, went out with C.Hui, Sxuen and C.Wei to watch The Expendables. Sxuen cheated me to wear heels and it made me suffer. Painful till I can't bear it, so change shoes with C.Hui after the movie. It became better but C.Hui's shoes abit slippery, almost made me to fall down couple of times. I swear I won't wear dangerous heels without my confidence anymore! Then we had dinner at Kim Gary. It's a nice day anyway~ =)

Girls' outing~

Saturday went to Taylor Lakeside for Asaban Festival, nothing much to see and it does made me disappointed since it out from my expectation. Anyway the bands are great! I love it! And the college are damn beautiful~ Shock~ Now I can fully understand the differences. It made me feel like wanna bombard Ham 'cause he's the one of it. LOL~ After I and Ying shifted to Sunway Pyramid to have dinner at McD and bought my sandals finally~ Happy happy~

Beautiful view from Taylor~

Poster~

Entrance's ticket~Floated with cosplayers~

Then my waiting-so-long adventure day has come! Hoho~ Skytrek adventure at Shah Alam with Xia, C.Hui, S.Yee, Felicia and Sophia also bunch of collegemates on 29.8.10 Sunday sunny day~ Cycling around the hills and accidentally met Daniel Lee who volunteered to take photo for us and Mei Sim also their friends too. Whoa~ We all so shocked but didn't take photo with them as Daniel refused. Anyway nice to meet them! We take a rest and having some food to fill into stomach and made it work~ Then we took mini bus and reached the Skytrek destination! They taught us how's the equipment works and demo how to play with all safety equipments~

Then we started our adventure! 1st challenge is 14m ladder, it's very high and I climbed till almost no strength~ Followed by crossing the "Crazy Zig-Zag", flying on the "Sky-crawl" at the Bermuda Triangle, crossing "The Earthquake", leap at the "Happy Hopper" and end our adventure with the grand finale, the 100 meters “Wild Revenge“ which will take us to the finishing platform at an exhilarating speed. It's very tiring 'cause using whole body muscles and burns the calories. I think I used up the whole year energy and exercise for this day only. LOL~

Let's start our journey!

Enjoy to cycling~

Yeah~

This photo took by Daniel Lee~ Hehe~

Flying fox! Wohoo~

Yeah!

Gambateh!

Mission completed!

*More photos in FB*

Back to hostel around 4pm. Took a nap after nice bath~ Then woke up on 6pm and having dinner with beloved sis at Puchong~ We went to LCCT to pick up her bf from US~Had fun on the journey in highway~ It's a wonderful Sunday! I had a long time didn't laugh so much~ :D

It's gonna be busy after this~ And finally I can go home after my night shift (Friday till Tuesday morning)~ Yipee~~ Can't wait to meet my family and buddies!!


P/S: Wish that I can run back home now~ I miss my home!

斗.志

原本意志已经快要决堤，
泪与血像大雨般淌在心里，
忽然有个念头问自己，
“我真的适合当一位护士吗？”
看着自己头上的那个蓝带，
感到有些可笑.....

明明机会就在眼前，
脚步却寸步不离，
只看它白白流失.....
当机会好好把握在手，
是别人的不屑一顾，
把我给推入火炕.....

所幸贵人的帮忙，
病人的一句话，
“你打针的技术好好噢~ 痛一点点罢了~”
让我重见光明，
愉快心情，
甜在心底~

感谢你的笑容和祝福，
已注入我体内，
成了booster~

愿自己，
能成为那打不死的蟑螂~
度过这些难关吧！！


要让自己能成为那成功的护士~~

Special Outings!!

Friday night, went out for dinner to Cilantro Culinary Academy with Ham, Negi and MK by the invitation of Ah Du~ Met them up at Sunway, walk awhile~ Then went Subang straight to Du's acedemy... Actually Saturday still having exam but yet going out with them... ==" But never regret of doing this, 'cause I really having a delicious candle western dinner with all hot guys LOL~ This is what they all told me when we're in the restaurant, "You know, you are very lucky to having a candle dinner with us who are handsome~" Then I replied, "Actually you 3 are the one who are lucky 'cause just I'm the only girl who accompany you all eating candle dinner~ Haha~" Chit chatted and finish dinner, then Ham fetched me back to college before dropped MK at LRT station, introduced my college to them since never came there before. Said goodbye to them in the raining night~ They drove back to Melaka and I continue my revision for tomorrow's exam~ =)

Juicy juicy~

Halloween atmosphere~

Busy businessman~

Happy-go-lucky boy~

The girl with the romantic candle~

R.I.P appetizer~

Crab and prawn appetizer~

Tasteless tomato soup~

Skeleton (actually is zombie) head main dishes~

Dessert -- scary spider and a chopped-off finger :P

Saturday after the Respiratory Paper, took my bag and went to Cyberjaya to meet up Mian and her friends~ It's a far journey... Took the train, buses and also taxi, 2hours plus only reach her hostel. Ate the lunch cooked by her friends, started to knowing new friends~ They all are funny people~ Haha~ Then we stay in the room till the next day. The next day went out to Ikano and Lowyat, had a great time~ Ate dinner at Asia Cafe and snowflakes, then they sent me back to hostel~

Before pass through Lebuhraya Puchong~

On the way in the bus~

Mian's hostel~

Limkokwing's view~

Before out from hostel~

I really had a great days these few days~ Hanging out with buddies is enjoyable~ Nothing is disturbing my mind when outing~ It's tonnes and tonnes of stuffs on my shoulder till I can't breathe... I really need some time to relax myself~ To make myself to go through all these....

Posting time for 6 weeks! Hopefully everything's goes well and get what I wish of~ Pray hard~~

Love to be with you
It made me feel I am what I am
Never been fake
Truly me

Sensed!

Sensed that going to sick~
Oh Gosh~
Virus or whatever bacteria....
Please don't attack me~
I'm having exam next week....
T^T




P/S: Going out later with buddies!

Meet up friends!

Okie~ Every time when you read my bloggie, it's always talking about outing and outing~ Actually it just record down what did I do for the past, 'cause I'm really a forgetful person. :P

So this time went back after having yong dao fu dinner and shopping with family, met up JT and Negi's coursemate and their tutor from China at Fullhouse. Chit chat with them and started to play our favorite game -- heart attack~ I still the same, slow response and not much strength till they all bullied me. Sob~ Xiong and Negi hit me so harsh, seems like wanna kill me. Xian Moi and Mian also the same, but just not that much only. Haiz~ How could I gain more strength to fight against them? LOL~ Mian left us and join her friends after the game. Then we just took photos while on JT and Negi's tutor was talking with the boss of the cafe about the cookies and cakes thingy~ The rain was heavily and we waited till smaller bit, then we went to eat satay celup in the midnight which almost 1am. Haha~ Had fun with them! =D

Sunday damn tired till I no strength to go anywhere, just rest in the house and waited till the bus time only go there and back to hostel. Having exam on next week~ Study la!! Gambateh~~

From tutor's camera~

P/S: Hope can see you now! Miss you like hell~

Make a confession with you. Hope you'll understand

Yeap. I'm angry.
Damn fed up.
I don't think you know about it.
Since you all always think that I'm kinda kidding of "angry" you all with that tune to talk to you via phone.
This time no more.
Is our promise.
You said you can do it and promise won't break it.
But yet still break it.

Disappointed.
Tears dropped non stop.
How am I going to trust you for next time?
Maybe you will think that -- perhaps I made the issue bigger, it's not a big deal what?
Not big deal for you,
Big deal for me and my family.
You know,
because of you all,
I postponed my hometown break with my family!
But with your never-tried-to-contact-me-with-your-break-up-plan attitude,
Last minute only I knew,
AND IS BECAUSE I CALLED AND ASKED YOU HOW'S IS IT FIRST!!!
Oh damn,
don't you never thinking of me that I might have things to busy too!
I also wanna see my family within this damn limited resting time and busy college life!!
I WANT TO PLAN MY THINGY TOO, GIRL!!

You know?
Currently I'm very lethargy.
Want to get some nap whenever I have time to do so.
My heart already no more energy to settle other unnecessary problems...
I just want to go back and take a break in my lovely home,
And see my mom, dad, sis and every little single things in my home...

I don't think you'll understand about it,
Why am I so care of this?
Because I do.

Hope you'll understand.

Pissed off gone....



P.S: I MISS YOU, MOM, DAD & HUEY~

Quotations From Website

上了大学才知道...
01.上了大学才知道，两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友， 有可能什么都不是。

02.上了大学才知道，从来不要和别人争论什么，因为那是没 有结果的，无论谁对谁错。
03.上了大学才知道，手机是有事的时候用的，并不是为了交 流感情。
04.上了大学才知道，真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽 略的人往往有可能是最重视你的。
05.上了大学才知道，很多东西是可遇而不可求的，很多东西 你只能拥有一次。
06.上了大学才知道，恋爱不一定是真心的，有可能是利益关 系，有可能是攀比心理。
07.上了大学才知道，原来中学老师教的是那么好，那么负责 任。
08.上了大学才知道，很多时候自己遇到不开心事，千万不 要渴望别人同情，大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家 看不起。
09.上了大学才知道，有很多东西是不属于你的，你使劲强求 会遭天遣的。
10.上了大学才知道，生活是有很多不公平的，你一定要正 视，相信实力和群众的眼睛。
11.上了大学才知道，人的性格可以差异到如此之大。
12.上了大学才知道，一个人要自己对自己好，因为真正关 心你的人很少，有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照 顾自己。
13.上了大学才知道，课程会在你不经意间，拉下很多，期末 考试前不一定能补回来。
14.上了大学才知道，钱用的是那么快，用钱的地方是那么 多。
15.上了大学才知道，从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握 的人，放弃你留不住的人，不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群 人。
16.上了大学才知道，自己一定在乎自己的自尊，因为你的自 尊在别人眼里根本不算什么。
17.上了大学才知道，不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气， 渴望他们谅解你，人家不是你的父母，现在你可以明白父母对自 己多么重要。
18.上了大学才知道。即便有人对情感看的无所谓，你一定 要坚信，人之间的感情，有可能会令所有东西无法超越的，但记 住，只是有可能。
19.上了大学才知道，会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事，但 那与你无关，别人爱咋整随他便，别生不该生的气，不值。
20.上了大学才知道，许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出，但请 留住回忆。
21.上了大学才知道，会遇到很多诱惑，无论别人怎么样，你 是你，你有你的原则和底限。
22.上了大学才知道，会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去，但 是他爱怎么样就怎么样，我们要大度，不和小人计较，但前提是 你正确。
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24.上了大学才知道，学习要刻苦，因为凭聪明就能应付大学 科目的人是风毛翎角。
25.上了大学才知道，原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊，丝毫 没有中学的充实的感觉。
26.上了大学才知道，太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己。
27.上了大学才知道，对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越 少。
28.上了大学才知道，可以不把所有人当朋友，但千万不能把 一个人当敌人，至少可以当同学。
29.上了大学才知道，玩你能玩的起的，玩不起的千万别玩， 不然会输的什么都没有的。
30.上了大学才知道，快乐常常来自回忆，而痛苦常常来自于 回忆与现实的差距。
31.上了大学才知道，原来上课，吃饭，上自习常常得自己一 个人。
32.上了大学才知道，有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解， 或是根本不知道他在想什么，千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜，那 样会让自己累，既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊，自 己又不是占星师。
33.上了大学才知道，每个人都是带有“地方特色”的。
34.上了大学才知道，别人请客吃饭或着自己请别人吃饭都是 很平常的，甚至请一个不怎么熟的人都是有可能的
35.上了大学才知道，每个人都是认为自己的家乡最好，无论他的家乡贫穷或富裕。

Totally agree what it wrote~ As I felt disappointed and speechless of what I faced. But I still never give up from this world. I still believe there's something I can looking forward to... I really appreciate of all the people who support me~

不是不想恋爱，而是，不想随便的恋爱！
单身并没有什么不好，你一样可以关心你喜欢的人，这样可 以让大众觉得你是一个很好的朋友；而恋爱中的人，关心别 人则会引发醋意，从爱情观说也是对爱情不够忠诚，但不关 心别人则又失去很多友谊，一旦你分手了，就赔了夫人又折 兵。所以现在单身，不是说你不向往爱情，而是证明你对未来的 他的一份痴情。

　　爱情晚点来，就不会走得太早。
　　我们不需要靠失恋来成熟，我们应该利用别人失恋的经验成 长起来。
　　一个优秀的人单身说明这人足够优秀，一个再优秀的人随 意恋爱说明这人的优秀只是表面而已，真正希望对方好的， 就是默默在背后关心对方。最好的承诺，不是爱你一万年，而是 根本不需要承诺。
　　学生时代，周围接触最多的人都年龄相仿，所以价值观都 差不多，都想着将来有个好工作，有个好恋人。正因为理想 差不多，所以2个人在一起会很开心，也就很容易走到了一 起。至于恋爱是否会影响学习，这里就不说了，因为既有促进作 用，也有消极作用，因人而异。
　　恋人不是靠寻找的，因为在没有完全了解对方之前，对方 可以为了吸引你暂时改变自己，而一旦你完全了解对方后， 分手就指日可待了。所以恋爱应该是日久生情，彼此非常熟 知后自然地走在一起，甚至无需表白。不要认为对方人很好 就轻易妥协，人好不是爱情的全部，你们必须为爱情的将来做打 算。
　　如果遇到一个你深爱的女孩，而你感觉她也喜欢你，大部 分的人都是直接就开始交往了。这样做的后果就是前面所说 的，最后失去一个深爱的人。你应该以朋友的名义关心她， 在毕业后仍保持联系，然后为了她努力工作。当你在事业上 有所成就后再去找她，如果此时她仍在等你，说明你没看错人。
　　女孩，如果一个男生他很快就喜欢上妳，那么他以后也会很 快就喜欢上别人的。
　　在学校里的爱情是无知的，在社会中的爱情可能是有目的 的，只有遇到逆境仍走下去的爱情才是永恒的。
　　爱情不是和一个最适合自己的人在一起，而是遇到一个更 适合自己的人时，能够坚守自己对所爱的人作出的承诺。爱 情不是两个人眼睛对视，而是两个人的眼光看着同一个方向投 视。
　　网上的“爱你，为你做这些事”看起来很感人，因为大部 分人都不是这种爱情。爱情不是一种潮流，你要有自己的看 法，在你的理想恋人未出现时，你要有毅力选择一直单身， 而不是找个替代品。当你做到后，网上传的那些事，在你的爱情 中是再基本不过的了。
　　男生，在谈恋爱时不要抱着不适合就分手的想法，一定要 慎重地考虑清楚，女朋友就是你未来的老婆，结婚只不过是 多一张无用的纸而已，结婚并不是为爱情加了锁，真正的爱 情从来就不需要任何的束缚。一旦你选择了恋爱，就要有一 种责任感，你要为你父母的儿子、你老婆的丈夫、你未来孩子的 爸爸负责！
　　虽然分手是另一段爱情的重新开始，但初恋只有一次，一 个人在初恋中对爱情的向往是最多的，而一旦恋爱失败，以后的 每一次恋爱中，最难忘的还是初恋。
　　所以，不是不想恋爱，而是，不想随便的恋爱！

So don't ask me about love anymore unless you want to introduce for me. LOL~