End of May

Recently busy with posting in OT. OT is a place where patient did the surgery to make themselves become normal or better and you can see many cases with bloody and real human organs. For me, there's nothing to be scared of, the people who working there more scary than other things in that particular place. Actually it's a nice place if you enjoy the coldness, all the smelly bloods and chit-chatting with surgeons, technicians and nurses. Anyway, it's not a cup of my tea. I still prefer my A&E department. =D

Next week I'll be in ICU. Just now had my orientation, felt that should be alright (at least must be better than now!) and hopefully I can enjoy myself over there. I know I need to study lots and more than usual. So don't be lazy and catch up more!

Last Saturday went swimming with Sxuen and LL. I'm happy because there's improvement in my swimming -- I can swim with changing breathing for a short period! Whoa~ That's a big improvement compared to the last time. I'll practice more to achieve swimming a lap!

Lat Sunday went to Mid Valley of thinking wanna watch Pirates of Carribean: On Stranger Tides, it's too late to book the ticket on Saturday night because it's fully booked everywhere. Even wanna change to watch KungFu Panda II also fully booked. So ended up had a window shopping and bought a singlet and a belt from Momoe, FOC dinner in Chilis. It's a happy shopping day anyway!

Yesterday night celebrated my roommie Sam's b'day. Nearly noon sunshine was so hot, is just like we get burn, and we sweated alot. Chinese food for lunch and it's so glad to have it in this place, because usually we won't have chance to eat Chinese food especially pork. Pandan cake bought by me and Theng was so nice! Next time must buy again~

"Congrats" to me that becoming one of the class representatives in my class for this June. Tired of handling my stuffs, now even more to handle the whole 88 people's stuffs? I query of myself that can I be able to do that. Can I? Just try my best!

Pro swimmers XD

29.5.11 -- Happy Sunday

June is the challenging month! Best of luck for me~ =D


P/S: Annual leave please faster come~

525

525, if you direct translate in Chinese, can be saying that is "我爱我" (wo ai wo) -- means I love myself. So today is the day of love ourselves, the day to make our own self happier. It's time to apologize ourselves to live happier and happiness!

今天５月２５日，５２５，我爱我，是个自恋的日子。今天就要宠自己，爱自己！一起来跟自己说声对不起吧~

P/S: Love myself and life! =)

Short sentence = Big meaning!

Yesterday had my mind to go back home since Sunday is off day and so moody to be in hostel, so went back with my friends' dad and her bother by taxi. Haha~ Nice experience to sit taxi go back home. Then had dinner with family at outside. But the sad case is mom fall in sick with severe vertigo, whole day stay in home just taking care of her. A big worry in my heart of my mom, hopefully she'll fine after this. Pray for that!

I realize I really became more otaku after that thought set in my mind. No more feeling to go out and socialize, just wanna stay in room, open my lappie and watch movie only. Is it a good sign? LOL

My world need to be more colorful! But I don't have any idea to make this happen.... ==

Awaiting for my 1 week holiday, but still have 1 month to come! T.T

I don't trust any promise from people anymore!!

Wishing that I can catch the sunny sun into my life!

Be the best of me!

P/S: Loneliness will never apart from me.....

Realize

Pheww~ Just back from hometown after gathered with all my family for 3 days, wonderful days I had and how wish I can stay in my hometown longer. But I still need wait for 1 month before the annual leave comes and need to posting between that. It's bored but can't escape from that, just hope everything's getting well and hope I get what I want. Going to normal ward (1w), OT (2w), ICU (2w) and after holiday DSU (1w), then it's Semester 5! =)

This 2 weeks really happened alot, especially all the conflicts inside my mind and the reality in this world. The exam really killed me, I studied hard and getting smarter from previous lessons, yet the 's luck still owe me a little bit more. The result still need to wait till mid June, so hopefully nothing's goes wrong and CGPA can reach my target. Crossed-finger!

It's hard to believe someone that can change himself/herself into another characteristics within a short period unless you prove it by your own eyes. There's nothing to discuss about especially that person never realize it and keep on doing the same mistake. So I feel disappointing of that, and no point to correct it anymore. Just bear in mind that this world will never stay the same for last forever, I'll keep my pace while you're move to another pathway. Bon vogaye~

No love you forever, no friends forever. Just full of lies in this world.


P/S: I need vacation with my beloved. But when only it can happen??

Just a Dream?

Today just sit for the Malaysian Studies exam, I'm so blanked when saw the paper. Not to say I don't know how to write it, just that I have no mood to sit for the exam. Damn bored especially these few days the hot weather made me so moodiness. And the one who sit beside me use her time wisely to write all her points within one and 1/2 hour. Made me more stress when saw her kept writing and writing. Sigh~~ Although this doesn't count into CGPA, but I still hope that my result will be nice to see. Please don't make me sad anymore, I had enough of that.

Next week will be the final Semester 4 exam. Monday is Obstetric, Tuesday is Gynae, Wednesday is Endocrine and Genito-urinary system, Thursday is Sociology and Friday is Community Nursing exam. I'm lack of confident to sit for the exams due to last Semester result. Have to buck up of that. If not I'm really in a big trouble. Wish me luck for my exam!!

There's something always in my mind, of what to do if this thing happen to me. But the reality is it won't be the things that I wanted to. I'm trying to insulate this from me, but the God seems like wanna give me a big trial to go through. Haiz~ I'm going to surrender! If You wanna give me just give me, don't make a fool for me anymore, okay?


P/S: I need money and luck! And I really like you... =(

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人、那么请这样做....

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请珍惜每一次和他在一起的机会，每一次和他说话的机会，每一次对他微笑的机会，因为这可能成为你脑海中不多的记忆财富。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请保持快乐的心态，每一次见到他或者与他交谈的时候都能让他感受到你的快乐，因为看到心爱的人开心是件很幸福的事。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请试图让自己越来越漂亮，只有懂得爱自己的女孩才能赢得他人的爱。谁都希望心爱的人能看到自己美好的一面。

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，尽量帮他，聆听他内心的声音，帮他分担，不要期望太多。这个世界太过公平，是你的永远是你的，谁也抢不走。哪怕是拥有他的心就够了！！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请别一开始就付出太多，事先知道结局的人是最理智的。如果你倾尽所有，结果往往会一无所有。（可是如果深爱了，又怎能不付出的太多呢？）

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，请别对双方苛求太多，太多的因素会让你们分离，时间、人、空间，如果你不想让最后的回忆变得不美好的话。那么就都要给彼此一些空间，让他感觉你是他的幸福 而不是负担！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，离开的时候千万不要哭（估计很难做到），如果他也对你动过心，你们都会把对方的名字雕刻成辗转时空中的金子。每天都会想起彼此的脸！

如果你喜欢上了一个无法永远在一起的人，保存着你们在一起的每一分每一秒的片断，因为时间的洪水会很无情，到了最后剩下的也许只会是零星的碎片。

请记得曾经在一起时的那段岁月~~!!

因为珍惜今天~~!!

它就是明天最美的回忆~~!!

Notes: 说得容易做的难吧~ 有谁想成为不被爱上的那一位？

You are the apple of my eyes ♥

After a long long tiredness studies days, finally I managed to enjoy my Labour Day holiday. 30 April after class we took our bus and going back to hometown, due to some miscommunication, our 3.30pm bus suddenly become 2.30pm, luckily the bus didn't went off and still waiting for us. So on the way the traffic jam was so serious. Almost took 3 hours to reach Melaka. So I on and off slept and also messaged all my buddies about the night birthday celebration.

Around 8.30pm departed from my home to new JJ and took the Baskin Robbin's ice cream cake, then straight away went to the Sunset Bistro, Klebang, which recommended by JT. It's a nice place to hang out with friends and romantic for couples too because it just beside the beach only! We get a big shock when can't see Bowling just because Negi forget to fetch her, felt millions sorry to Bowling for the incident. Big guilty in everyone of us! Anyway, we had a nice talk and great celebration to Mian and a Japanese women, who also same birthday with Mian too. We gave quarter of the cake for her, her husband said that wanna treat all of us a drink, but we rejected. It's a nice experience to talk Japanese with the real Japanese! Cool!! Somemore I, Mun, Mian, MK, Xian and Meh get different cocktails for each of us to try, but the taste wasn't as good as what we expected. I'm extremely happy when met each of them, especially this time is the one that all of us can gather together without anyone absent (of course still somebody who we seldom meet didn't make it). And a big surprise from Ham who also bring his gf along and introduced to us, maybe he really get the message that what I mentioned during CNY. XD

Then the next two days I just spent my time with my family. Lazy to go out as the traffic was terribly jammed, and each of them also spent time with their family too. What a big relieve to see my grandma in her house, although she still can't move her right leg. But she'll be alright, I believe in that. And a nice gathering with my family! =)

So time's passed and here I am again in PJ, continuing study for the final exam Semester 4 and miss all my beloved! Best of luck in my final!

Melt my heart XD

Group photo

S.H.E + Fahrenheit = 7 of us ♥

P/S: 一个人的一生，就像一张地图，有人的地图大些，有人的地图小点，地图上标示着这个人去过什么地方，走过哪些路，呼吸过哪里的空气，在哪里跟什么样的人，一起走过什么样的道路。
有些人的人生地图很辽​​阔，他们的足迹遍布世界各地，他们的地图有巴黎铁塔旁的落日、有莱茵河畔的日出，或许还有丝路上的燥风、一望无际的太平洋，这些人很幸福，他们与世界共同生活着。

我人生最美好的时间，都在你身上，谢谢你，陪我画出这么动人的地图。 --- Giddens