Christmas Is Coming To Town!

This Christmas eve, me with all my crazy bunch of friends went to OverTime for the celebration! Planned for long time ago, and luckily we managed to get a table for fitting all of us in such a crowded festive season. Although it took a long time to reach destination due to the jammed, yet we still can played happily and joyful! After countdown we started our exchange Christmas gifts section as what we are really looking forward of, and I got a couple cups from Negi. A big sweat from my forehead when I saw that, who am I going to share with la?? He laughed and said, "You can give to XXX and use la! Hahaha~ " I think to wait my Mr. Right to use that cup, still a long time to go. Never mind then, watched everyone so happy and enjoyed is more than enough. Then the funny section came when we went for supper, Xian get drunk and started to act different than usual. We all get shocked, laughed and also angry of what she did. But still is a great memories. Haha~ Still got next chance to let her drunk? No way!!

On Christmas, I and my lil sister went for shopping in new JJ. Night time yam cha section with JT, Xiong, MK and late-comer Mian. Non-stop talked about yesterday thingy and also our planning for new year eve and next year. Hopefully it really work out!

So back to college continue Community Nursing posting and finally get what I needed for the Sem 6 requirement. A big relief for myself! Result took just now, I'm satisfied of what I achieved. At least got improvement, this is what I wanted for myself! So for the last semester, must keep it up! So now can really looking forward for the countdown 2012 with no worries! Thank God! =D

Thanks for all the X'mas gifts!

P/S: Flu and cough must faster get away from me! Shoo shooo~~

'Mix and Match'

Working in the hospital definitely may made you see through this world. I had seen so many kind of human being while I'm doing my practical for this 2 years and 6 months. Depressed, arrogant, egoism, cheerful, talkative, anti-social, opinionated, urbane... All these made me to think of what kind of human being should I be. So sharpen my patience, lessen my negative words, speaks my words politely, eat healthy diet, always bring my smile toward others -- this is what I turned to be currently. Maybe you all still wondering did I turned into that way, perhaps I just show that characteristics during working, but definitely I changed after at all. I know myself better than others.

So what's all the point I talked as above? Nothing special but just to reflect myself compared past and present, also compared to others. As you know new year is just the corner, I need to set some resolutions for the brand new year. But it still too early to show what I really want to achieve for the next 21st year, my existence in this world. Haha. Just stay tuned.

These few weeks as usual, busy with all those posting and settle down my procedures. Exhausted, but when I'm thinking of what's going to happen if this and that cannot turned as what I wish, I still hold my breathe and continue the job. Now still left 2 to be achieved, just see will it end as what I wish. Hopefully it does.

And finally is the day I waited for so long -- Christmas! It means I can go back to my sweet home and meet all my beloved people! Can't wait for all that~

Till end, I don't know why I wanna post this rojak post. Too bored to write journal. XD

Happy Winter Solstice! Merry Christmas!

It's RM2.50 to exchange my "Happy Winter Solstice" mood~

P/S: All I want for Christmas is YOU!!! =D

December - It's X'mas Season!

Sunday went to Berjaya Times Square Hotel with my sis and her bf to have high-tea buffet which last time I won the voucher in the event. Big apple restaurant, which I was thinking of another big apple donuts LOL, is a nice place to have some romantic lunch with your beloved. I love the beef so much! There also having live performance by singing oldies. But I don't think I have another chance to go there anymore unless I found richie. Hahaha~


After that we went shopping as my sister needs some accessories for her bbf's wedding. All the shopping malls decorated so nice, everywhere just having Christmas astmosphere~ I'm really in love with Christmas season!
Can't wait to celebrate Christmas with my beloved buddies! But I still can't get the Christmas present~ Headache...



P/S: There's no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen, in the right time, with the right person, for the best reason.

心有余力 而力不足

十二月的第一天
天灰灰
后来还下了一场雨
冲凉后的自己
觉得好冷好冷
只好随手拿了件外套
让自己暖和了身子
但心却很冷
少了你的拥抱
怎样都没办法
温暖自己的心房

如果我说想爱
未经过你的同意
那也只是我的一厢情愿
强逼你的同意
不是会太卑微了自己吗

所以我
依旧惯用自己的法子
让自己麻木吧
不再抱任何期望

只盼上天的眷顾
好让天空不再哭泣了

想你，几许悲凉，
想你，几许哀伤，
想你，几许执着，
想你，几许温柔，
想你，在你看不到的方向，
我的幸福，
只是那昙花一现般的忧伤。

—— 想你，是我孤单的幸福。

End of Nov -- It's not the end, indeed

Last week was the busiest week as we were having final exam for Sem 5. Everyday was cracked my brain to know all the knowledge and prayed hard that questions was not that hard. Finally it ended and we started to worry about procedures and House Final exam which will coming in next year, also LJM exam too! Although extremely anxious but still need to go through it when it comes, so just be prepared and let's fight for the best!

So as usual after exam went to MV for 'You are the apple of my eye' movie from Giddens, really awesome and touching. I really miss those days in secondary school, although my secondary school times didn't involved in any love case. LOL~ And of course I went back home just to relax myself, hang out with family and buddies. It will and always to calm and comfort me whenever I feel sad and happy. That's what we called as true friends. Thanks for all of them Especially to my dearest ji mui Mian! Heart her the most! Just pray hard that what is on my mind will happen~

Love the singing and guitar in the air on Saturday night~

After few months didn't touch the utensils, my homemade cook! XD

Now back to posting life, wish to get all my crosses in my log book. If not I'll be in a big trouble. Fingers crossed!

真正的爱情需要等待，谁都可以说爱你，但不是人人都能等你。

洋 葱

当你一层又一层地扒开

我表面上的那个假面

到了最后的那一层

看到

那个赤裸裸的我

是否也会

流下

泪水

~我并不是你想像中的那么勇敢

Last Saturday Night

Yesterday as promised I have to in-charged of AVA in our College Of Nursing Night which held on our college hall.This year my friends as committee decided to do something special than past, so "Magical Night" like Harry Potter scenes decorations did and it's really awesome! Good job for all of them. But actually I'm not enjoyed well during CON Night because too much problems appeared, and I was so fed up of all that. My first and the last time attended this just left me the unhappy memory. So because too busy of all that, I unable to take photo with all my pretty friends. It's unworthy to wear so pretty and grandly. After party I followed my friends went for clubbing to get some view of it, yet still can't enjoy so much. Perhaps I just can ignore all these? Sigh~ But still thanks to my ji muis for accompany me to do and support me, it felt more encouragement and thus I have some strength to go on.

My only individual photo on that night ==

Ticket to the train and prize~

So one more to in-charge for my seniors' graduation and one more week for my final exam, yet I still not yet start my revision, also so much things still pending and need to settle! Great! Currently I'm mentally abuse. How wish all these faster settle peacefully.... Pray hard for the best!

11.11.11 -- Nothing special happened on me. Dream too much for that.


P/S: I miss my family and buddies in Melaka!! Hopefully can see you all soon!

Starting my November 2011

It's been a week after the annual leave, time was so packed that can't get rest enough. Everyday I experienced headache and lack of sleep, just because of the practical exam and the dance practice for the CON Night. So I decided not to go home just because of want to get enough sleep, although there's 2 and a half days off before continue our nightmare.

Saturday went to Chow Kit just wanna see how is it the place, as everyone said there's a messy place in KL. But I found it is very interesting place, there's a variety kind of human being over there working and shopping, especially foreign workers. My friend HY bought us to Plaza GM for wholesale market shopping. It's really much cheaper than we usually buy at the normal market. But yet I still control my money, if not I can't live it until next allowance come.

Yesterday went to Sunway for my high heels, but still can't get it after shop for 10 hours. Others can get what they want except me. Sigh~ I'm too fastidious of high heels pattern. So see who wanna borrow their high heels for me, if not I'm gonna wear sport shoes on CON Night. LOL

Today must done all my to-do-lists, if not I'm gonna hit my head on the wall. Happy holiday!

Is it nice my curl hair look?

P/S: Can't I just stop missing you?

Last Holiday in This Year

My annual leave passed very fast because didn't did much activities on that week. Every night I had the same routine that is stay at home with family and went out yam cha with the same people but different places. It's nice to chit chat each other, it just made me to forget the bad things happened in my life. All my 38 crazy friends finally did what we planned for almost a year, that is eat buffet together! Although we just went to eat Chinese restaurant and some of them were not with us, but our big boss JT wanted us to wear formal attire to go, so much comments that he did until I just can laugh non-stop. Haha~ After dinner we went to Overtime which just grandly opened in Melaka, so there's so much fun we did over there. I love the environment and definitely will go there again!

Dinner time!

Crazy Halloween and Xian's birthday celebration!

Sunday before back to hostel, met up a long-time-no-see old pals which already 8 years. Time flies and we already grown up become a 20 years old adult, compared of what we used to be in school, there's a big differences. We went for a movie 'In Time' and had lunch together. Although there's a change within him, but yet still some characteristics shown that he's is the one I knew. Haha~ Glad to meet back and hope we can see again soon!

Happy holiday ended and it's time to concentrate in studies! Much more challenges will coming out and wish that I can handle it well! Gambateh!


P/S: Maybe destiny has it all planned, we are just too busy living in the past to notice the bigger picture. =)

Lighters

I'm at home now, starting to enjoy my last annual leave for this year. Past few days just had my test 2, I think I'm done it quite well, just because of all subjects are objective questions has been tested. So even I don't know how to do, just simply squeeze my brain and find the best answer from it. LOL~ This is my positive thinking! =D But of course, they had bring some bad news for us, that is our OSCE had been bring forward to 10 Nov from 18 Nov. OMG!! I actually haven't start practicing yet, left 2 weeks including my annual leave for us to make it perfectly score! There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. There's no way to complaint it anymore, just pray hard that I manage to overcome it!

I already decided to not thinking of college stuff for this holiday, because after that there's a stressful days for us to face it. So no point to worry when the things still not in its way. Hopefully I'm getting all the better for a holiday. Enjoy myself! Finger crossed~


P/S: Need to get a new pair of slippers because of the stupid rain! Isssyyhh~

Memories Forever

Last Friday, went back to home as just wanna release stress before the block is on again. So after dinner with family, as usual hanging out with my buddies at Amigo just the sake of guy's hunger, then headed to Klebang Seafarer and watched darkness sea, then only went to have some beer at Sunset Bistro. Reached home around 1.30am as having some headache due to alcohol, quickly brush teeth and lying to bed get my sleep. Around 2.30am, my little sister wake me up, but I refused, suddenly my mom talk very loud and said, "You want to see your grandpa or not? Doctor asked us to go and see him now!" I was stunt and awake fully after digest my mom's sentence, "WHAT???" This is my answer.

So quickly change my clothes and all of us rushed to the GH, it took some time because my dad took the wrong way to enter the hospital. When we reached the ward, my grandpa just passed away. Then there's the sad story started. All my relatives trying their best to rush back hometown and settle the funeral. Sorrow, sadness and stress happened to all of us.

I knew one day it would be like this, but never thought that the day come so fast. Death, I saw so many during my practical in hospital. But happened on my relative, this was the first time. Actually the feeling so complicated, I can't describe it. I think so much and deeply, wonder why death must happen to all creatures in this world. But there's no answer for that. Or actually I already know that answer, just deny it.

Anyway, life must go on. It is here in my heart and mind and memories forever -- Dedicated to my beloved grandpa. ♥

It takes time to recover.

Lucky 787

Lately was so busy due to last week posting at psychiatric ward, and many journals need to be done. So everyday I rush and rush but till now still got some haven't done yet, when only I can finish it all?? Sigh~~

So recently what did I had, actually the routine almost the same but still something special to go on. Hehe~

Firstly, I successfully done my 3rd time night shift, although every night were so damn busy till we all having "food on run", not much time to eat supper, and slept so long hours still can't recover back the tiredness, even after my night off still the same. Of course, I did feel sad about that, 'cause there's no one really can accept the death in a very short period, although is stranger. May you rest in peace.

I really enjoy well during my night off. Had a great moment with my family, ate my mom's homecook, and sleep at my own lovely bed. Met Xiong and Xian too, but I miss the rest of them also. Watched The Smurfs, a great movie and really laugh out loud in the threater, also Nasi Lemak 2.0, a truly Malaysia film. Holiday is short, but I appreciate the time be with them. =)

Second, I went to IJN event on 25 Sept Sunday early morning, had a mile walk around Taman Tasik Titiwangsa, and surprisingly I won a consolation prize from lucky draw no. '787' -- 2 persons buffet high tea voucher at Berjaya Times Square KL. Teehee~~ So happy about that I didn't miss it! Because when I just went out from the toilet and I heard my lucky draw number from the stage, I quickly ran to the stage there and trying to reconfirm, but I saw a lady went up and took her prize and thus I thought my prize gone as I took too long time to reach there, but luckily my sixth sense told me not to give up, and I went to the stage and reconfirm with the emcee. Haha~ So now just awaiting my sister back from her Taiwan trip and date her to there!

Third, had my first time ever experience in psychiatric posting at HKL. Get many brand new experiences from there as we usually won't contact with this type of patients in our hospital. Saw some extraordinary scenes and really made us in a big shock and laugh too. Life is cruel to make them become like that. So that's why many people said reality orientation is much important for all of us, we must be able to manage our stress and not to get ourselves in bad mood too long period. Every cloud has a silver lining~ But yet I still hate the rushing journal part and not to forget the mumbling part, and of course the hot weather too! XD

So because of all these stress, after the case study presentation, we went to eat Chilis as to distress for a short while. We kept on refill the chips for 2 times and scary part is to refill the variety of fruit juices for 5 times. LOL~ After 2 hours and finally fulfill our stomach and happiness too! Heehee~

This week will be the last week of posting for Semester 5 1st half, and here we go to the 2nd half, which will be much more busy than previous as we will having exam, OSCE and many events to participate. My sleeping time will be reducing and tiredness will continuously top up. Going to collapse soon if not to take a break!

Looking forward to go back home on Friday! Because I already missing you all too much! ^^



P/S: I still wander around, and finding all the possibilities to make myself believe in that.

Fullstop = The New Beginning

Yeap, I think that's the end of story. I had made my mind clear enough. There's not such thing in this world can be overcome with the word "I love you" only. If love can overcome everything, why we still have war and unfair scenes in this world? I can't see the future that I wanted, so bear with that and till death let's us apart.


It's too hard to meet my desired love.


Perhaps I really not deserve to have any relationship for my entire life.=(




"It takes three seconds to say “I love you”, three hours to explain it , and a lifetime to prove it."

我落日般的忧伤就像惆怅的飞鸟，惆怅的飞鸟飞成我落日般的忧伤。

看过微博上有这样的一个说法，“在对的时间遇见对的人，是一生幸福；在对的时间遇见错 的人，是一场心伤；在错的时间遇见错的人，是一段荒唐；在错的时间遇见对的人，是一阵叹息。你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

而我依然怀疑着，那个感觉，总是觉得很不真实，好假好假。从出生以来，我只相信我看到和第六感的感觉，其他的都抱着半信半疑的态度。或许我必须改变这态度，可是缺乏安全感的自己却说服不了自己，没办法过到这一关。永远都活在自己的安全范围内，才是我自在的理由。

我想我自己都无法改变这事实，就这样地让它发生吧！是我的就是我的,不是的就会离开我远远的。

缘分这事总是很搞笑地发生。哈~



P/S: 不要太想念过去，因它会给你带来悲伤；不要太思考未来，因它会带给你恐惧；用微笑活在当下，它会带来喜乐。

还有明晚开始我的4天夜班，加油吧！过后我想回家好好彻底放松下，见见家人和老友。心灵很累啊~~

Raya Holiday

Yeap, last week had my 4 days off at hometown. Nice to relax myself in home on the 1st day after tired work. Then 1st day Raya, as usual received many ketupats and rendang chicken and other foods from neighbours! We ate for our breakfast and lunch, very full and blessed! Then evening went out with my lil' sister for groceries and window shopping. I spent alot on that~ Then night time still stay at home doing nothing, because of laziness. LOL

2nd day Raya a.k.a Malaysia Independent Day, went out with long-time-no-see friends as farewell. Watched Cars 2 which is very funny, I really laughed out loud in theater. Then night time farewell gathering with Bowling, Fang and Kel as they are going for further studies in local U. Good luck to all of you!

The next day, went to sing K with Xian, MK and Xiong. I'm the driver as Xiong's car got some problem. Luckily the journey was safe and nothing happened. Sing for 3 hours and we headed to DP as they all want to buy something. After that we went to eat Tom Yam steamboat as Xian's family having dinner there too. 3 of us just went and try, ended up we sweated alot because it's too spicy. Haha~ MK swear that he won't eat at there anymore in his life. Then we went to yam cha with Nyamuk and JT as Nyamuk seldom come back. He really mature alot compared to last time in secondary school. Had a great talk with all the guys!

Last day just stay at home and rest well, because I knew I'm sure will get very busy after back to college~ Currently condition really can prove my words! Tiring...

Seashore~~

This is really spicy *HOT*

All the best in studies everyone =)

P/S: Are you the one? I'm really have no idea...

又寂寞 又美好

什么都别说
我只想拥抱你

不需要任何语言
那体温
足够化解那忧伤
温暖了心

试问
何时才出现
真实的你

-为什么伤害隔着那么远都能做到，而安慰，却必须在身旁才行呢？-

Undescribable

Finally done my exam on Friday. Friday night had my horror movie section with AVA girls and collegemates too! Scream till my throat pain, but it's really satisfied! Saturday morning rush with journal and I'm back to home after that, as usual just to relax myself.

Pool time with Negi and MK =)

Actually I thought nobody will date me as I already sms-ed to some of them and they were unavailable, so I just made my mind to stay at home and doing nothing. Fb message popped up and was MK who asked me, "Want to go and play pool?" I was stunt for a second and agreed. We went there, and I am the only girl who was in the shop. A big sweat on my head 'cause everyone was looking at me, I quickly ran to them. After took the balls from counter, then we're playing at the corner. Luckily it wasn't too obvious, because I played too bad as this was my second time after the form 3 genting trip. My sports sifu -- Negi laughed at me and told me not to do this and that, have to be like this and that. When finish our game, Xiong called up for supper, then just me and MK went as Negi tomorrow need to work in the early morning.

Sunday woke up by Voone's call, then chit-chatted with mom for recently cases. Received a surprised phone call from Jonathan, talked for quite a long time as long time no chat. We'll meet each other soon~ Noon time went to JJ with sister and had a window shopping. Reached home, lying on my bed and almost overslept, luckily dad cooked fried rice (my 1st time to eat) for my dinner. And then rush to bus station and back to posting life.

Nice fried rice ever in my life ♥

Too much feeling mixed into my mind, I can't describe it into words. But it made me feel so blessed ♥



P/S: If that is the fate, then I rather do not want it.

那是结局，还是开始？

猜不透，

我已不了解，

为何事情会变成这样？

不过，

或许，

对我来说是件好事。

至少，

我不会再有什么别的想法。




故事，

到此结束。




接下来，

会是新的开始吗？

希望是美好的开始和结束。

P/S: 我是个大傻瓜, 没人要的傻瓜。

Joyful Saturday Night

Last Saturday, I had my very fullness dinner and supper ever in my life! Woohoo~ It's extremely excited because it had been a long time I didn't experience it! Dinner was my family gathering at Shibaraku because of my little sister's belated birthday celebration, she chosen for that restaurant, since it's having promotion so my sister approved it. So we went in and had a non-stop 2 hours buffet. There's variety of foods to choose and all of us were so full, my dad kept walking here and there to let his stomach digest faster so that he can eat more. LOL~ After finish the dinner, we straight back to home because all my besties were waiting for me to give a birthday surprise for JT! Negi and MK were waiting for me outside my home for hours and I felt very sorry about that, LOL~ Picked up the present which leftover at my sofa and jumped into Negi's car started our plan! XD

So our evil plan -- we planned to have a gathering among us, so when we're going to pick up Mian, she refuse to go and it's the time to let the rest of us to "scold" her and made the environment very embarrassed. Then suddenly sang the birthday song for JT with candles, cupcakes and wishes' papers. The plan was successfully made because MK really used this opportunity wisely to scold her for the vengeance, even I have no chance to act and thus they all felt so disappointed of me. =_= Then we started our steamboat for supper in Mian's house, had a nice moment with them! Unfortunately leftover Mun as she didn't come back because of the coming exam. We will have another chance to meet again! =)
Wonderful Saturday night I had ever in this year! Made me felt so full and blessed because of my beloved family and besties! Arigato~


P/S: You'll never be the same, so do I.

没有如果

当事实都无法改变时，我也只能坦然接受。。。

你问我会后悔吗？

此刻的我，迟疑。。。





人生，

没有如果这回事。

Starts My Last Year!

So this month -- July, which starts our Semester 5, really made us crazy and mad. Too much things need to be done in a short period and everyone expected us as Year 3 students -- "you should know what to do and what not to do!" Oh God~ I'm going to vomit out all my undigested food and blood, but yet I still to swallow it back to my stomach and continue to work on that. The timetable so packed without any SDL, even SDL time also got extra lectures on, sometimes we had extra doctors' lectures too, but I love their lectures. XD

Just within 3 weeks my file already fulled with notes =="

This time we will going to some special associations which covered our syllabus such as MAB, NASSAM, TONEH, and of course psychiatry posting too! I'm very looking forward for all these! Because with all these, I can learn more experiences by my naked eyes and hands, not only just learn from notes, books and lecturers.

So my Semester 5 schedule as below:
3 July - 20 August : 1st half on block
21 August - 8 October : 1st half posting
9 October - 26 November :2nd half on block (between this having 1 annual leave =D)
27 November - 7 January 2012 : 2nd half posting and going to start my last semester!

Time is precious and I have to grab it well! If not I'll going to regret it! So be positive =)


P/S: I know myself well, so just let it be~

A Little Bit of Time

Yesterday back to my sweet home, just to let me relax and lying on my own bed, of course to see my parents and little sister too. Ate da bao dinner food as my mom worked. Night time went for yam cha with Xian and Xiong at Restism, there's so much topics we can talked about. LOL~ Sunday chit-chatted with my mom, then noon time went out with my sister for some shopping at JJ. Then rest for a while and traveled back to hostel. Time is short but still it is worth to be in home. Thanks to my buddies and especially my mom who help me to buy and sell the coupons! At least I have not that much burden on that case. =)

So continue my classes and must start to revise the lessons, it's going to be exam week after 3 weeks! There's no more time to let me relax too much! Hopefully next Monday we'll having that public holiday. Hehe~

I want this happiness to be with me all the time! And I miss you so much~


P/S: Too much ideas in my mind, but I can't speak out! =X

Celebrate. Remember. Fight Back!

Last Saturday went to Relay For Life 2011 which held at Stadium UKM Bangi. This year lots of my friends participated too! So had lots of fun with them, especially the midnight time we played about "true or dare". Really impress all of them! As usual we walked on the track and joined their activities such as luminaria ceremony, dance, exercise and so on. Although it's really tiring, but we really enjoyed well! Hopefully next year can join again~ =)

On the spot!

My designed luminaria~

Ji muis~

Sunday morning sky so beautiful~

Group photo!

What's going on?

Recently really extremely busy... Until I have no time to update my bloggie. There were so much words that I wanna share it out. But for the past three weeks after my annual leave, my sleeping hours also decreasing because need to settle my things well first. Tiring -- this is what I can said.

So after my annual leave, back to this college, continue my class rep thingy till July, participate in sports day activities -- treasure hunt and practicing cheerleading for nights and nights. It's really made me extremely exhausted, luckily the result was really made me felt what we did is worth -- Winner of treasure hunt and cheerleading competition, also champion of sports day 2011 too! Last year participated and we can win it, really happy about that! Great job G69!

Also started my Semester 5 last Monday, had my pre-test and luckily I passed! Then continuously having lectures non-stop, the subjects really killing me. All were so important, I think my neuron cells can actively function well for my studies. Hopefully won't get any neurological or psychological problem after study so much! The tutors really push us very much since the semester haven't start yet. Sometimes I really felt why so difficult to make us suffer instead of just let us to enjoy our last year? It's impossible for this place, I'm sure for that.

So later I'll having club meeting with my boss, rushing for my journal for the sake to get cross in log book, so that I can wear mufti during lectures; Saturday will going for Relay For Life 2011 campaign with bunch of friends till Sunday go back to hostel, another meeting for following event in the end of July; start from Monday need to stay till 6pm for doctor's lectures. Somemore I need to sell coupons for this place building fund, all my beloved buddies please help me!! =[

Hectic life will never ends.... ==


P/S: I just miss my family and besties so much!!
God please save me!!

Holiday in June

So my annual leave really awesome because almost everyday I hanging out with besties and family in my beloved hometown. Never wasted the time over there! Haha~ And luckily my besties also willing to crazy with me, that's made the joyful holiday in this wonderful June.

19/6 (Sat)
Reached home and ate my dinner with family as usual. Then went to Movida as promised with Mun, Xian and MK. It's fun when get high with besties. We should ask more people to come next time! After finish and my stomach also calling me go for supper in McD, then the fun night ended. I didn't get drunk this time~ Hohoho~

20/6 (Sun)
Night time went for yam cha with bunch of besties at Restism. It's a new place and all the shop is fulled with all the white curtains and white sofa, white tables. Beverages and snacks cheap yet big size too! So we chit-chatted since long time didn't meet up together, and planning what to do for that week~ Nice gathering anyway!

21/6 (Mon)
Morning time, "Slippers gang" went for dim sum breakfast as promised with Mian for a long time! Xian and MK also followed as MK's going back to KL for his studies. Dim sum very delicious because it was paid by MK. Haha~ Then went to visit Negi's new shop as all of us never go before also, tried his soya bean and cakes. Yummy yummy~ My stomach very full and bloated till cannot move anymore. Then MK seems like don't want go back and really not satisfied of 3 of us since Tuesday night we'll going for sing K without his presence, so to fulfill his wishes we went for sing K at Dreambox for 3 hours. Then sent him to bus station and said goodbye to him.
Then night time I and Mian went yam cha with RT -- who came back from Canada for her summer break. It's been a long time didn't meet her, so we chit-chatted for the whole night. What I can said is the feeling is still the same like when we're still in secondary school, that incredible feeling is unexplainable. Wish you all the best in your life, and hopefully before you graduate I can go to Canada and visit you, RT! =)

22/6 (Tue)
Singing K in the night was awesome! But if you didn't developed into MC and sinusitis. Too bad I had both on that night, so can't sing so well. Let the chance to Mian and Xian for their concert! I swear I'll go and sing again when I'm in the good condition!

23/6 (Wed)
Hot spring at Gadek with Mian, Xian, JT, Negi and Xiong which we discussed on Sunday night. The water was really hot and I just managed to sunk my legs into hot water only. Unlike JT and Negi can happily play with water like swimming in the pool. As you know, when you go out with JT and Negi in this kind of water place, you'll definitely go back like drowned rat. After that we went for mamak stall supper which had a long time didn't go to mamak stall, as we always yam cha at cafe. LOL! And very surprisingly JT treated us that meal, I think just because he too anxious about his operation and caused his brain neuron got some problem. Haha~

24/6 (Thu)
Doing nothing in home. Kept on FB-ing and watch drama. Thought Ham will called us for hang out, but ended up don't know where is he, so the day just passed. Ham's going to get it!! We swear for that! ==

25/6 (Fri)
After JT's operation done, I and Xiong went to hospital and visited him. It just a very minor operation, but he seems like very "enjoy" the process. Except the part that he complaint of severe pain on his finger and asked for pain killer, waited for so long and when the nurse came, only he realize that it was an IM injection on his buttock. LOL~ Pretty enjoy to visit people in the hospital, just because I'm a nurse? Haha~ Evil smile ^^

26/6 (Sat)
Night time went for Xiong's birthday celebration with Mian, Xian and JT. Korean food is delicious but it's too spicy for me, I still enjoy well after at all. Then we went to Jonker Street as JT need to buy something for his god brother, I also able to buy some non-alcohol cocktails for my friends. After pass the thing to JT's friend, we proceed to Wings Cafe for our yam cha section. The singers sang well on that night, we really enjoyed it! But when the mind crossed over, I was very moody since need to go back to continue my studies.

27/6 (Sun)
Rest well in my sweet home and back to PJ in the evening bus. Gotta work out many things!

So this is the end of story, Hope I can enjoy once again with all these! But have to wait till October~ ><

There is No Place Like Home

Currently I'm in holiday, staying in my sweet home and hanging out with family and friends everyday. The details will be post after I finish my holiday, because I need to express my super-emo feeling right now!

Actually since I was back to home, everyday my mood was nice and happy, easily to laugh out loud when my besties talked something funny or nonsense. Till just now after we're planning to have our supper after the hot spring, I checked my phone and saw there's somebody from my college who called me up. So I just replied the call, and I was regret to make that decision to call back. Every single negative things back into my mind, I started to get frustrated and annoying to know what actually happened in my college now. Sigh~ I know I can't escape from that, after 3 more days I still need to go back that hell place and face all the bullshit things. While watching all my besties was chit-chatting and laughed in the mamak stall, especially when I saw JT's smiled at me, suddenly I realize I really miss them damn much. Why can't I find back the same laughter in my college? I didn't forget that feeling, just I can't feel the same feeling over there. It's weird. And I'm really sad actually.

I don't really wanna go back that place anymore, even though just left 1 year and I'm going to graduated. It's suffering, and I'm still need to struggling in that place. Painful, sorrow, tears, stressful -- I wanna it to get rid from my life. But I know, it can't get away from me anymore.

There's an empty space in my deep heart. How to fulfill back that passion again?

I have no idea.....

Look Around the World and Get to Know It!

It's nice to hang out with friends whenever you feel discourage or stressed-up. So Friday evening went out with Ho Ma, Xian2 and C.Han for Japanese style dinner at Sushi Zanmai. What I said was so satisfied since long time didn't eat Japanese dishes!


Today morning wake up quite early for Tzu Ching's activity -- visit Kuala Kubu Bharu's Taman Sinar Harapan. Its aim is to help the unlucky people from their daily life activity example like wash clothes, bathing and so on. For me, it just like the things that I did in the hospital, so there's no problem for me. We can see how lucky we are to be in this world throughout this event. So contribute some love that we gained from our loved to them is just a small matter we can do for them. After the event, went to Nature's Recipe Cafe (vegetarian cafe) for our lunch with Xian2, X.Hui and S.Cheng Senpai, we were so hungry due to the long journey from that place back to our place. Delicious lunch I had for today! XD


I'm appreciated of what I had right now, never complaints and be kind!


P/S: Can't wait for my holiday to come! Miss all of you guys ♥

Short Exploration In KL

Friday had my worse day because of some stupid small gas fellow. I really don't understand why they just can't put themselves in our situation, fed up about that. Now we just see how our people fight back against the enemy, hope we can get that glorious victory!

Saturday also known as Agong's birthday, so I decided to explore Kepong since my friend said it's a nice place. So me alone took LRT and KTM started my journey. Once I reached, went to Carrefour with V since it is a place that very near to her house, I get some air conditioned due to the hot weather made me sweated alot. Then stayed in her house for lunch and waiting for her friend to fetch us to go somewhere else.

Our 1st destination -- Desa Park City. We can't walk along the park so much due to it's still 2pm under the hot sun, but it's really a nice place if you wanna have some place to peace your mind. There's some shops and even bistro that can hang up with besties and chit chat for the whole day and night while enjoying the view at the lakeside. We went to a shop called 32 F which selling ice shaving, it's really delicious especially when the weather is freaking hot. After had some walk in the park, we switched to Jusco Metro Prima since the Taman Botani very scary. Had some window shopping and we back to hostel afterward. Although time is short, but I still enjoyed very much! Thanks to two of them!

Today Sunday had my 1st day in ICU. Overall still satisfactory and I should study more to understand well the patient's condition. Good luck to me!

Have you shaved?

Views in Desa Park City~

P/S: 2 weeks more to have my 1 week holiday! I miss my family and besties!!
Hopefully what you said is truly to be happen in my life! =D