Stage 63 Back to Posting

Past two days, I went to my future ward -- Mawar Ward to request my off day for the sake of going back to my hometown on next month, December. Just hope that I can get it~ I really need it damn much~ Please Sister~~

And yesterday I knew that I can't go to CON Night because I'm going to work noon shift since I never apply morning shift for it~ Haha~ Although can't involve the whole night but still can go after I worked. Hehe~ But the thing that make me sad is my next week off day is Friday!! That means I need to work continuously for 11 days!! Oh My God~ You know that it's really tiring and exhausted if you can't rest for 1 day~ Sob~~ I can predict that I'll become zombie for the next whole week!

So... Since life's boring, I found something to play on yesterday night (actually not purposely want to play XD)~ That is --- Fashion Show~ But of course is not me as the model, Haha~ I know this game is quite lame, but it's really funny when you really bored till death~
The most hot model in TTCL CON -- Miss Goh LL~ XD
The model & designer! XD


P/S: Waiting for my next off day~ Leave away all negative things!!
Still thinking should I request that leave or not... Should I?

Stage 62 Fun Time!

It's called snake beans~~
Home made soup~ Thanks for Mun's friends that accompany me the dinner~
My tea snack~
Dinner at Times Square!
Mun and me~ BBF!! ^^

On Saturday noon after I finished my morning shift, I went to Subang Jaya USJ 1 for the sake of visiting my best friend -- Mun!! On the way to go there, that incident really pissed me off! That stupid taxi driver!! Arrghh~ Hanging around at her apartment and also find RT who also living in the same apartment and same block too! Haha~ Being talkative and knowing each other how are each other doing recently since long time didn't meet (although I and RT actually extremely tiring)~ Life at there is not exactly the same with my college although we are actually study the same course. At midnight we talked with Mian (the person that enjoyed her steamboat on that night) via phone call~ Haha~ It's nice and enjoyable since long time 3 of us didn't chat together~

Then the second day we went to Times Square with her coursemates~ Just bought some very cheap shirts because I'm out of credit. Sob~ I was back to hostel on evening since tomorrow have to work noon shift and at night only I knew that I'll going to help for my juniors' interview tomorrow. Although is tiring but never mind, as long can see my future juniors~ Haha~ But tat JT at first said going to KL next Monday and I already planned where should I bring him go, but at tat night suddenly told me that he's coming on the next day but I need to work noon shift. Kek sei~ @@

Oh ya~ I almost forget that I want to say that I get my first sign after I post on my bloggie~ Haha~ Although it might just very tiny compared to the others, but it already relieve my feeling~ I'll doing my best!!


P/S: Want to go home but it might not be the timing yet~ Should I or should not?

- Praying -

Now don't know what to do....
Just worry and down....
Quite fed up of my stupid and innocent act...
What can I do is.....
Pray for myself for the sake of getting my sign~

Believe in myself that I can make it!!!
Yes, you can do it!!


P/S: Left 9 weeks to back to on block....

Stage 61 Balik Kampung~

Xia and me shopping at Ikano and The Curve~
At Ikea on Friday, my second week off day~
The sky at Melaka~ Damn nice~

Finally manage to go back hometown on Sunday evening~ I was extremely happy because miss my home so much!!! After finish working, I straight away go back bath and took my bags to take Puduraya~ This time is my first time go back to hometown alone, although a bit worry but still reached Melaka safely about 6.45pm. Hehe~ Having dinner with my younger sister and dad, then went to Station 1 cafe lim teh with my buddies~ 4 of us chit-chatted and laughed over there, haha~ But I still can't get my cake that JT had promised me to do for me because of some communication problem, kek sim~ Because Mian were having quiz on her most important subject on the next following day, so we went back earlier than usual time we went back. The second day went out buy foods with my sister at Mydin, then went out with my dad for some purpose, but unfortunately didn't manage to do it, that place didn't open, issh~ Ate my homecook dishes and start to pack things and go back to my busy life-- hostel, with my sister and her boyfriend~ How could I wish I can stay at my home longer~~ Sob~

Then the incident that happened after I went back to hostel, I had no comment about it~ Because it was too subjective to judge something that anyone did~ Your opinion might not be the same with majority, but does it mean it is wrong? You did something that actually you cannot do it, but does it mean that you really wrong of what you had did? There is no particular answer for all these. Haiz~ I really hope that I can do well and peacefully within these years~


P/S: Hope can successful meet Mun on this Saturday~ Miss her so much~

Stage 60 Bad Luck Please Go Away!!

These few days really very bad luck!! Lost money, pay extra money for not necessary things, sign still haven't get yet....... Arrgghh~~ What I want the things, it just slip away from me... I feel that I can't grab it anymore~ I scared it will leave me forever~ All negative thinking just appear on my brain!! Now I feel that what I pass through now is just made me useless.... Preventing it's okay but actually it's not!! Want to cry but can't cry out~ Feel so desperate~ I wanna go home -- my shelter!! So please just approve my request~ I wanna GO HOME no matter what!!!


P/S: Who can save me?? 试图找避风港却找不到，我不知道该怎么办了~

|如果有选择，我宁愿停留在那段时光~|

Stage 59 Off Day

Thursday is my off day~ Phew~ Finally can get some rest since busy for so long time. And luckily I didn't work because my ward damn busy till my colleague extremely tired~ Just stay at hostel and online for whole day, no much money to spend for shopping. Sob~

So i just clean my room especially my table, so messy till I can't stand with it anymore~ Also done with my mini chest which bought from Ikea (I bring hammer from Melaka~ Hiak hiak~) Then iron my uniforms and wash clothes, sweep and mop the floor~After all these done, continue online and download songs till midnight~ Talk with JT via Skype (Both of us bored till death, and we really kek sei because of somebody ==")~ Negi didn't online because he still working (even till 10.30pm already still haven't done~ Pity him~)

Later have to continue work at hospital. Sien~ Hope can get more holiday~ Haha~ So greedy~ Hope next week or another week can go back to hometown since my sister did going back on that time, might got transport to go back~ Hehe~
My mini chest~
Nice huh? Haha~
New look for my table~ Satisfied~ ^^


P/S: I think it's impossible huh? I don't know lah~ =.=

Stage 58 Posting In Hospital

My Sunday dinner at Bar.B.Q Plaza, Sunway Pyramid~ Very nice~
The ingredients~
Bacon is really delicious~ Yummy~

From Sunday morning, I started to posting in the hospital~ The first ward that I went is Melor Ward~ Although just 5 rooms in this ward but each room have 4 beds, so actually can be said it's quite big~ And this ward is attached to HDU (High Dependence Unit), but doesn't have too much connection with our ward, just you have to pass through our ward to go there.

So... You ask me what is my feeling of posting? Conclusion is tiring yet challenging~ Tiring is because lots and lots of things come while busy doing other things, so have to run here and there. After work I always feel so tired and easily to get sleep. Haha~ Challenging is because everyday people come in and go out from the ward, different type of patients and cases I have to face. It's not easy to handle~ Good and bad things always happen around there~ What I happy about that is the patients that I care always thanks to me and give me some courage to do better and better~ When see they discharge from ward, I feel very happy and relieve~ I think I didn't make a mistake to choose this career~ Although still got something that made me so upset and down~ But it won't affect~

Currently I haven't get the sign yet although some of my coursemates already get, but I'm not that much worry about that (still got abit worry~ Lolx~), because I believe that I can manage to get all of the signs with blessing of God~ Wink~

Now I got lots of free time to do my own things~ I had my mind of what should I do during this posting period~ Hehe~ Wish me luck in this period~ ^^


P/S: Chatting with you all via Skype really make me happy~ It just make me feel like you all are always be with me~ :D