Last Holiday in This Year

My annual leave passed very fast because didn't did much activities on that week. Every night I had the same routine that is stay at home with family and went out yam cha with the same people but different places. It's nice to chit chat each other, it just made me to forget the bad things happened in my life. All my 38 crazy friends finally did what we planned for almost a year, that is eat buffet together! Although we just went to eat Chinese restaurant and some of them were not with us, but our big boss JT wanted us to wear formal attire to go, so much comments that he did until I just can laugh non-stop. Haha~ After dinner we went to Overtime which just grandly opened in Melaka, so there's so much fun we did over there. I love the environment and definitely will go there again!

Dinner time!

Crazy Halloween and Xian's birthday celebration!

Sunday before back to hostel, met up a long-time-no-see old pals which already 8 years. Time flies and we already grown up become a 20 years old adult, compared of what we used to be in school, there's a big differences. We went for a movie 'In Time' and had lunch together. Although there's a change within him, but yet still some characteristics shown that he's is the one I knew. Haha~ Glad to meet back and hope we can see again soon!

Happy holiday ended and it's time to concentrate in studies! Much more challenges will coming out and wish that I can handle it well! Gambateh!


P/S: Maybe destiny has it all planned, we are just too busy living in the past to notice the bigger picture. =)

Lighters

I'm at home now, starting to enjoy my last annual leave for this year. Past few days just had my test 2, I think I'm done it quite well, just because of all subjects are objective questions has been tested. So even I don't know how to do, just simply squeeze my brain and find the best answer from it. LOL~ This is my positive thinking! =D But of course, they had bring some bad news for us, that is our OSCE had been bring forward to 10 Nov from 18 Nov. OMG!! I actually haven't start practicing yet, left 2 weeks including my annual leave for us to make it perfectly score! There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them. There's no way to complaint it anymore, just pray hard that I manage to overcome it!

I already decided to not thinking of college stuff for this holiday, because after that there's a stressful days for us to face it. So no point to worry when the things still not in its way. Hopefully I'm getting all the better for a holiday. Enjoy myself! Finger crossed~


P/S: Need to get a new pair of slippers because of the stupid rain! Isssyyhh~

Memories Forever

Last Friday, went back to home as just wanna release stress before the block is on again. So after dinner with family, as usual hanging out with my buddies at Amigo just the sake of guy's hunger, then headed to Klebang Seafarer and watched darkness sea, then only went to have some beer at Sunset Bistro. Reached home around 1.30am as having some headache due to alcohol, quickly brush teeth and lying to bed get my sleep. Around 2.30am, my little sister wake me up, but I refused, suddenly my mom talk very loud and said, "You want to see your grandpa or not? Doctor asked us to go and see him now!" I was stunt and awake fully after digest my mom's sentence, "WHAT???" This is my answer.

So quickly change my clothes and all of us rushed to the GH, it took some time because my dad took the wrong way to enter the hospital. When we reached the ward, my grandpa just passed away. Then there's the sad story started. All my relatives trying their best to rush back hometown and settle the funeral. Sorrow, sadness and stress happened to all of us.

I knew one day it would be like this, but never thought that the day come so fast. Death, I saw so many during my practical in hospital. But happened on my relative, this was the first time. Actually the feeling so complicated, I can't describe it. I think so much and deeply, wonder why death must happen to all creatures in this world. But there's no answer for that. Or actually I already know that answer, just deny it.

Anyway, life must go on. It is here in my heart and mind and memories forever -- Dedicated to my beloved grandpa. ♥

It takes time to recover.

Lucky 787

Lately was so busy due to last week posting at psychiatric ward, and many journals need to be done. So everyday I rush and rush but till now still got some haven't done yet, when only I can finish it all?? Sigh~~

So recently what did I had, actually the routine almost the same but still something special to go on. Hehe~

Firstly, I successfully done my 3rd time night shift, although every night were so damn busy till we all having "food on run", not much time to eat supper, and slept so long hours still can't recover back the tiredness, even after my night off still the same. Of course, I did feel sad about that, 'cause there's no one really can accept the death in a very short period, although is stranger. May you rest in peace.

I really enjoy well during my night off. Had a great moment with my family, ate my mom's homecook, and sleep at my own lovely bed. Met Xiong and Xian too, but I miss the rest of them also. Watched The Smurfs, a great movie and really laugh out loud in the threater, also Nasi Lemak 2.0, a truly Malaysia film. Holiday is short, but I appreciate the time be with them. =)

Second, I went to IJN event on 25 Sept Sunday early morning, had a mile walk around Taman Tasik Titiwangsa, and surprisingly I won a consolation prize from lucky draw no. '787' -- 2 persons buffet high tea voucher at Berjaya Times Square KL. Teehee~~ So happy about that I didn't miss it! Because when I just went out from the toilet and I heard my lucky draw number from the stage, I quickly ran to the stage there and trying to reconfirm, but I saw a lady went up and took her prize and thus I thought my prize gone as I took too long time to reach there, but luckily my sixth sense told me not to give up, and I went to the stage and reconfirm with the emcee. Haha~ So now just awaiting my sister back from her Taiwan trip and date her to there!

Third, had my first time ever experience in psychiatric posting at HKL. Get many brand new experiences from there as we usually won't contact with this type of patients in our hospital. Saw some extraordinary scenes and really made us in a big shock and laugh too. Life is cruel to make them become like that. So that's why many people said reality orientation is much important for all of us, we must be able to manage our stress and not to get ourselves in bad mood too long period. Every cloud has a silver lining~ But yet I still hate the rushing journal part and not to forget the mumbling part, and of course the hot weather too! XD

So because of all these stress, after the case study presentation, we went to eat Chilis as to distress for a short while. We kept on refill the chips for 2 times and scary part is to refill the variety of fruit juices for 5 times. LOL~ After 2 hours and finally fulfill our stomach and happiness too! Heehee~

This week will be the last week of posting for Semester 5 1st half, and here we go to the 2nd half, which will be much more busy than previous as we will having exam, OSCE and many events to participate. My sleeping time will be reducing and tiredness will continuously top up. Going to collapse soon if not to take a break!

Looking forward to go back home on Friday! Because I already missing you all too much! ^^



P/S: I still wander around, and finding all the possibilities to make myself believe in that.

Fullstop = The New Beginning

Yeap, I think that's the end of story. I had made my mind clear enough. There's not such thing in this world can be overcome with the word "I love you" only. If love can overcome everything, why we still have war and unfair scenes in this world? I can't see the future that I wanted, so bear with that and till death let's us apart.


It's too hard to meet my desired love.


Perhaps I really not deserve to have any relationship for my entire life.=(




"It takes three seconds to say “I love you”, three hours to explain it , and a lifetime to prove it."

我落日般的忧伤就像惆怅的飞鸟，惆怅的飞鸟飞成我落日般的忧伤。

看过微博上有这样的一个说法，“在对的时间遇见对的人，是一生幸福；在对的时间遇见错 的人，是一场心伤；在错的时间遇见错的人，是一段荒唐；在错的时间遇见对的人，是一阵叹息。你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

而我依然怀疑着，那个感觉，总是觉得很不真实，好假好假。从出生以来，我只相信我看到和第六感的感觉，其他的都抱着半信半疑的态度。或许我必须改变这态度，可是缺乏安全感的自己却说服不了自己，没办法过到这一关。永远都活在自己的安全范围内，才是我自在的理由。

我想我自己都无法改变这事实，就这样地让它发生吧！是我的就是我的,不是的就会离开我远远的。

缘分这事总是很搞笑地发生。哈~



P/S: 不要太想念过去，因它会给你带来悲伤；不要太思考未来，因它会带给你恐惧；用微笑活在当下，它会带来喜乐。

还有明晚开始我的4天夜班，加油吧！过后我想回家好好彻底放松下，见见家人和老友。心灵很累啊~~

Raya Holiday

Yeap, last week had my 4 days off at hometown. Nice to relax myself in home on the 1st day after tired work. Then 1st day Raya, as usual received many ketupats and rendang chicken and other foods from neighbours! We ate for our breakfast and lunch, very full and blessed! Then evening went out with my lil' sister for groceries and window shopping. I spent alot on that~ Then night time still stay at home doing nothing, because of laziness. LOL

2nd day Raya a.k.a Malaysia Independent Day, went out with long-time-no-see friends as farewell. Watched Cars 2 which is very funny, I really laughed out loud in theater. Then night time farewell gathering with Bowling, Fang and Kel as they are going for further studies in local U. Good luck to all of you!

The next day, went to sing K with Xian, MK and Xiong. I'm the driver as Xiong's car got some problem. Luckily the journey was safe and nothing happened. Sing for 3 hours and we headed to DP as they all want to buy something. After that we went to eat Tom Yam steamboat as Xian's family having dinner there too. 3 of us just went and try, ended up we sweated alot because it's too spicy. Haha~ MK swear that he won't eat at there anymore in his life. Then we went to yam cha with Nyamuk and JT as Nyamuk seldom come back. He really mature alot compared to last time in secondary school. Had a great talk with all the guys!

Last day just stay at home and rest well, because I knew I'm sure will get very busy after back to college~ Currently condition really can prove my words! Tiring...

Seashore~~

This is really spicy *HOT*

All the best in studies everyone =)

P/S: Are you the one? I'm really have no idea...