Realize

Pheww~ Just back from hometown after gathered with all my family for 3 days, wonderful days I had and how wish I can stay in my hometown longer. But I still need wait for 1 month before the annual leave comes and need to posting between that. It's bored but can't escape from that, just hope everything's getting well and hope I get what I want. Going to normal ward (1w), OT (2w), ICU (2w) and after holiday DSU (1w), then it's Semester 5! =)

This 2 weeks really happened alot, especially all the conflicts inside my mind and the reality in this world. The exam really killed me, I studied hard and getting smarter from previous lessons, yet the 's luck still owe me a little bit more. The result still need to wait till mid June, so hopefully nothing's goes wrong and CGPA can reach my target. Crossed-finger!

It's hard to believe someone that can change himself/herself into another characteristics within a short period unless you prove it by your own eyes. There's nothing to discuss about especially that person never realize it and keep on doing the same mistake. So I feel disappointing of that, and no point to correct it anymore. Just bear in mind that this world will never stay the same for last forever, I'll keep my pace while you're move to another pathway. Bon vogaye~

No love you forever, no friends forever. Just full of lies in this world.


P/S: I need vacation with my beloved. But when only it can happen??