Be myself =)

Don't know why recently I was so damn emo. I think you'll know what's the reason. So being like a zombie but there's nothing against plants nor do I crave for the brains. Till yesterday I can't tahan anymore when I saw the facebook picture, it's made me feel like so lonely. Post a sentence to facebook, there's some people like my status. Is it a proud thing? Then my BBF, Mian asked me what happened and we were talked to phone for 3 hours. It's been a long time both of us didn't talk for so long. I'm happy for that, really. =)

Then today was my last day posting at CSSD. So went there and there's nothing to do, because no case in OT. CN chit-chatted with four of us about 2 hours. It's fun to talk with her, because we know what have need to be go through to be in this career. Then I and SM continued chit-chatted for the whole shift. Really thanks to her, it works. I feel happy, not lonely anymore. I believe I had gain the energy to fulfill my days. No doubt anymore.

There's impossible to let everyone in this world to love us, we can't fulfill their expectation. Why we must let everyone happy where we feel unhappy at all? I have my own point to care myself and others, so no one can change me anymore! I am what I am!!

I'll be happy and appreciate of what I have now and in future! XOXO


P/S: This is my special gift when posting at CSSD~ Thanks 135°C autoclave~ T.T