The Day Before Dragon Arrives!

CNY is just around the corner, in fact that is tomorrow -- CNY eve! But I'm still stuck in PJ, and only back to home after tomorrow morning shift. Actually I'm not in the mood also, as my most important exam -- house final exam and OSCE will be held after CNY. And of course the another main reason is my CNY leave just 3 days only starts from 1st day of CNY till 3rd day. Yeap, this is because we don't have anymore leave to take, so no choice to do our 1 week posting for that particular CNY week! What will you expect for a candidate to enjoy the CNY with this kind of condition? I'm really fed up with all these!

So this the reason why I didn't update my blog for a long time. Busy with revisions and practices, are part of my life currently. I became the half dead fellow started from this January. Don't know why my heart just can't calm down, worry too much, but unable to change anything. Lame...

Yet, I still have some happy thing to share. 1st angpau for this year is from my mentor! Thanks for her kindness as she never excuse but still gave us the angpau although we all are 88 people in a class. Especially she wrote herself each everyone different wishes behind of the angpau, really touching my heart! =)

Gotta sleep now! Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! =D

Every Ending Will Bringing a Brand New Begining!

Happy new year everyone~ Finally 2011 ends and the legend of 2012 comes! I have not much special feeling toward this, as I'm going to turn an adult, time to be into the real society, get my diploma certificate and start to work forever as a nurse. A big step for my life!

So new year resolution... I had decided some of it, actually it just an ordinary statement that which part should I change, maintain or what-so-ever. Here is it: --
- To be more optimistic and grateful of what I had
- Study smart to pass my LJM and house final exam
- Get myself to be more beautiful person, no matter in appearance or immanent
- Tighten my network relationship with family and friends!
- Go for a trip!

Quite simple but not easy to achieve all these. I just want a simple life for myself for entire of my life. Hopefully it is achievable! =)

So I went for steamboat dinner with Mian, Xiong and MK on new year eve. We all busy cooked all the meats and vegetables, also shared our passion of food to each other. After that we went for yam cha at Old Town which just beside Library, it's weird to listen all clubbing songs and we're just sitting there and having our coffee quietly. Haha~ Then we started our game "Ture or Dare" after arrival of Xian. LOL~ It's really funny. Watched fireworks and thinking of many things, complicated feeling in my heart. But never mind, we have to look forward not look at back. So 2012, please be good to all of us!

My 3 servants serve my dinner XD

Prawn love from MK! XD

P/S: 从新年第一天开始，做一个简单的人，踏实而务实。不沉溺幻想，不庸人自扰。要快乐，要开朗，要坚韧，要温暖，对人要真诚。要诚恳，要坦然，要慷 慨，要宽容，要有平常心。永远对生活充满希望，对于困境与磨难，微笑面对。多看书看好书。要有梦想即使遥远。做该做的事，见想见的人，吃好吃的东西!

Christmas Is Coming To Town!

This Christmas eve, me with all my crazy bunch of friends went to OverTime for the celebration! Planned for long time ago, and luckily we managed to get a table for fitting all of us in such a crowded festive season. Although it took a long time to reach destination due to the jammed, yet we still can played happily and joyful! After countdown we started our exchange Christmas gifts section as what we are really looking forward of, and I got a couple cups from Negi. A big sweat from my forehead when I saw that, who am I going to share with la?? He laughed and said, "You can give to XXX and use la! Hahaha~ " I think to wait my Mr. Right to use that cup, still a long time to go. Never mind then, watched everyone so happy and enjoyed is more than enough. Then the funny section came when we went for supper, Xian get drunk and started to act different than usual. We all get shocked, laughed and also angry of what she did. But still is a great memories. Haha~ Still got next chance to let her drunk? No way!!

On Christmas, I and my lil sister went for shopping in new JJ. Night time yam cha section with JT, Xiong, MK and late-comer Mian. Non-stop talked about yesterday thingy and also our planning for new year eve and next year. Hopefully it really work out!

So back to college continue Community Nursing posting and finally get what I needed for the Sem 6 requirement. A big relief for myself! Result took just now, I'm satisfied of what I achieved. At least got improvement, this is what I wanted for myself! So for the last semester, must keep it up! So now can really looking forward for the countdown 2012 with no worries! Thank God! =D

Thanks for all the X'mas gifts!

P/S: Flu and cough must faster get away from me! Shoo shooo~~

'Mix and Match'

Working in the hospital definitely may made you see through this world. I had seen so many kind of human being while I'm doing my practical for this 2 years and 6 months. Depressed, arrogant, egoism, cheerful, talkative, anti-social, opinionated, urbane... All these made me to think of what kind of human being should I be. So sharpen my patience, lessen my negative words, speaks my words politely, eat healthy diet, always bring my smile toward others -- this is what I turned to be currently. Maybe you all still wondering did I turned into that way, perhaps I just show that characteristics during working, but definitely I changed after at all. I know myself better than others.

So what's all the point I talked as above? Nothing special but just to reflect myself compared past and present, also compared to others. As you know new year is just the corner, I need to set some resolutions for the brand new year. But it still too early to show what I really want to achieve for the next 21st year, my existence in this world. Haha. Just stay tuned.

These few weeks as usual, busy with all those posting and settle down my procedures. Exhausted, but when I'm thinking of what's going to happen if this and that cannot turned as what I wish, I still hold my breathe and continue the job. Now still left 2 to be achieved, just see will it end as what I wish. Hopefully it does.

And finally is the day I waited for so long -- Christmas! It means I can go back to my sweet home and meet all my beloved people! Can't wait for all that~

Till end, I don't know why I wanna post this rojak post. Too bored to write journal. XD

Happy Winter Solstice! Merry Christmas!

It's RM2.50 to exchange my "Happy Winter Solstice" mood~

P/S: All I want for Christmas is YOU!!! =D

December - It's X'mas Season!

Sunday went to Berjaya Times Square Hotel with my sis and her bf to have high-tea buffet which last time I won the voucher in the event. Big apple restaurant, which I was thinking of another big apple donuts LOL, is a nice place to have some romantic lunch with your beloved. I love the beef so much! There also having live performance by singing oldies. But I don't think I have another chance to go there anymore unless I found richie. Hahaha~


After that we went shopping as my sister needs some accessories for her bbf's wedding. All the shopping malls decorated so nice, everywhere just having Christmas astmosphere~ I'm really in love with Christmas season!
Can't wait to celebrate Christmas with my beloved buddies! But I still can't get the Christmas present~ Headache...



P/S: There's no need to rush. If something is meant to be, it will happen, in the right time, with the right person, for the best reason.

心有余力 而力不足

十二月的第一天
天灰灰
后来还下了一场雨
冲凉后的自己
觉得好冷好冷
只好随手拿了件外套
让自己暖和了身子
但心却很冷
少了你的拥抱
怎样都没办法
温暖自己的心房

如果我说想爱
未经过你的同意
那也只是我的一厢情愿
强逼你的同意
不是会太卑微了自己吗

所以我
依旧惯用自己的法子
让自己麻木吧
不再抱任何期望

只盼上天的眷顾
好让天空不再哭泣了

想你，几许悲凉，
想你，几许哀伤，
想你，几许执着，
想你，几许温柔，
想你，在你看不到的方向，
我的幸福，
只是那昙花一现般的忧伤。

—— 想你，是我孤单的幸福。

End of Nov -- It's not the end, indeed

Last week was the busiest week as we were having final exam for Sem 5. Everyday was cracked my brain to know all the knowledge and prayed hard that questions was not that hard. Finally it ended and we started to worry about procedures and House Final exam which will coming in next year, also LJM exam too! Although extremely anxious but still need to go through it when it comes, so just be prepared and let's fight for the best!

So as usual after exam went to MV for 'You are the apple of my eye' movie from Giddens, really awesome and touching. I really miss those days in secondary school, although my secondary school times didn't involved in any love case. LOL~ And of course I went back home just to relax myself, hang out with family and buddies. It will and always to calm and comfort me whenever I feel sad and happy. That's what we called as true friends. Thanks for all of them Especially to my dearest ji mui Mian! Heart her the most! Just pray hard that what is on my mind will happen~

Love the singing and guitar in the air on Saturday night~

After few months didn't touch the utensils, my homemade cook! XD

Now back to posting life, wish to get all my crosses in my log book. If not I'll be in a big trouble. Fingers crossed!

真正的爱情需要等待，谁都可以说爱你，但不是人人都能等你。