又寂寞 又美好

什么都别说
我只想拥抱你

不需要任何语言
那体温
足够化解那忧伤
温暖了心

试问
何时才出现
真实的你

-为什么伤害隔着那么远都能做到，而安慰，却必须在身旁才行呢？-

Undescribable

Finally done my exam on Friday. Friday night had my horror movie section with AVA girls and collegemates too! Scream till my throat pain, but it's really satisfied! Saturday morning rush with journal and I'm back to home after that, as usual just to relax myself.

Pool time with Negi and MK =)

Actually I thought nobody will date me as I already sms-ed to some of them and they were unavailable, so I just made my mind to stay at home and doing nothing. Fb message popped up and was MK who asked me, "Want to go and play pool?" I was stunt for a second and agreed. We went there, and I am the only girl who was in the shop. A big sweat on my head 'cause everyone was looking at me, I quickly ran to them. After took the balls from counter, then we're playing at the corner. Luckily it wasn't too obvious, because I played too bad as this was my second time after the form 3 genting trip. My sports sifu -- Negi laughed at me and told me not to do this and that, have to be like this and that. When finish our game, Xiong called up for supper, then just me and MK went as Negi tomorrow need to work in the early morning.

Sunday woke up by Voone's call, then chit-chatted with mom for recently cases. Received a surprised phone call from Jonathan, talked for quite a long time as long time no chat. We'll meet each other soon~ Noon time went to JJ with sister and had a window shopping. Reached home, lying on my bed and almost overslept, luckily dad cooked fried rice (my 1st time to eat) for my dinner. And then rush to bus station and back to posting life.

Nice fried rice ever in my life ♥

Too much feeling mixed into my mind, I can't describe it into words. But it made me feel so blessed ♥



P/S: If that is the fate, then I rather do not want it.

那是结局，还是开始？

猜不透，

我已不了解，

为何事情会变成这样？

不过，

或许，

对我来说是件好事。

至少，

我不会再有什么别的想法。




故事，

到此结束。




接下来，

会是新的开始吗？

希望是美好的开始和结束。

P/S: 我是个大傻瓜, 没人要的傻瓜。

Joyful Saturday Night

Last Saturday, I had my very fullness dinner and supper ever in my life! Woohoo~ It's extremely excited because it had been a long time I didn't experience it! Dinner was my family gathering at Shibaraku because of my little sister's belated birthday celebration, she chosen for that restaurant, since it's having promotion so my sister approved it. So we went in and had a non-stop 2 hours buffet. There's variety of foods to choose and all of us were so full, my dad kept walking here and there to let his stomach digest faster so that he can eat more. LOL~ After finish the dinner, we straight back to home because all my besties were waiting for me to give a birthday surprise for JT! Negi and MK were waiting for me outside my home for hours and I felt very sorry about that, LOL~ Picked up the present which leftover at my sofa and jumped into Negi's car started our plan! XD

So our evil plan -- we planned to have a gathering among us, so when we're going to pick up Mian, she refuse to go and it's the time to let the rest of us to "scold" her and made the environment very embarrassed. Then suddenly sang the birthday song for JT with candles, cupcakes and wishes' papers. The plan was successfully made because MK really used this opportunity wisely to scold her for the vengeance, even I have no chance to act and thus they all felt so disappointed of me. =_= Then we started our steamboat for supper in Mian's house, had a nice moment with them! Unfortunately leftover Mun as she didn't come back because of the coming exam. We will have another chance to meet again! =)
Wonderful Saturday night I had ever in this year! Made me felt so full and blessed because of my beloved family and besties! Arigato~


P/S: You'll never be the same, so do I.

没有如果

当事实都无法改变时，我也只能坦然接受。。。

你问我会后悔吗？

此刻的我，迟疑。。。





人生，

没有如果这回事。

Starts My Last Year!

So this month -- July, which starts our Semester 5, really made us crazy and mad. Too much things need to be done in a short period and everyone expected us as Year 3 students -- "you should know what to do and what not to do!" Oh God~ I'm going to vomit out all my undigested food and blood, but yet I still to swallow it back to my stomach and continue to work on that. The timetable so packed without any SDL, even SDL time also got extra lectures on, sometimes we had extra doctors' lectures too, but I love their lectures. XD

Just within 3 weeks my file already fulled with notes =="

This time we will going to some special associations which covered our syllabus such as MAB, NASSAM, TONEH, and of course psychiatry posting too! I'm very looking forward for all these! Because with all these, I can learn more experiences by my naked eyes and hands, not only just learn from notes, books and lecturers.

So my Semester 5 schedule as below:
3 July - 20 August : 1st half on block
21 August - 8 October : 1st half posting
9 October - 26 November :2nd half on block (between this having 1 annual leave =D)
27 November - 7 January 2012 : 2nd half posting and going to start my last semester!

Time is precious and I have to grab it well! If not I'll going to regret it! So be positive =)


P/S: I know myself well, so just let it be~

A Little Bit of Time

Yesterday back to my sweet home, just to let me relax and lying on my own bed, of course to see my parents and little sister too. Ate da bao dinner food as my mom worked. Night time went for yam cha with Xian and Xiong at Restism, there's so much topics we can talked about. LOL~ Sunday chit-chatted with my mom, then noon time went out with my sister for some shopping at JJ. Then rest for a while and traveled back to hostel. Time is short but still it is worth to be in home. Thanks to my buddies and especially my mom who help me to buy and sell the coupons! At least I have not that much burden on that case. =)

So continue my classes and must start to revise the lessons, it's going to be exam week after 3 weeks! There's no more time to let me relax too much! Hopefully next Monday we'll having that public holiday. Hehe~

I want this happiness to be with me all the time! And I miss you so much~


P/S: Too much ideas in my mind, but I can't speak out! =X