苏醒时分

这濒临崩溃的世界，要谁来拯救？

好久没用华语写部落格了，突然心血来潮，让我不由自主地打开它来这里倾诉那郁闷压抑的心情。咳，我原本期待已久的旅行被迫斩腰了。原因有太多太多了，并不想多说。就像绵说的, "我们已不是那种说能玩乐就放肆去玩乐的年龄了。" 就算不想承认，也没办法了。只期望还会有机会吧，我想。

现在自己的状况很混乱，什么都是未知数，这让我感到很没安全感。去哪里做工，在哪里开始独居生活也不了，除此之外还有很多很多的事都没解决。真的是折磨死人了，毕竟自己是那种需要计划好了才会安心的人。原来快要毕业时才让人更加心烦。这累人的状况让我近日变得很嗜睡，我妹就说我怎么睡了这么久还会累，我想是自己不想面对事实吧，才放纵自己继续在梦里徘徊着。

在这样下去，我不会得到忧郁症吧？ LOL 希望不会吧~


快来人把我叫醒吧!!

Little update on Mx week

After management for 3 weeks, finally I managed to go back to my sweet home since I really can't stand with it anymore. Met up my beloved family and buddies, really can made my days brighter and happier. Had my da bao dinner with dad and lil sis after back from KL, then went dinner again with Mian and MK for our favorite naan, then straight away went to sing K and met up Negi and JT as what I told them before I go back. Sing K plus the extra jokes and laughter from them really released my super stressful mood.

Saturday morning sent my dad for work, lil sis for celebrating her fren's birthday, then find my mom for lunch together, as this time my mom busy with her work, I have no chance to eat her homemade food. Then shopping alone in JJ and back to home for my nap. Seriously need to recharge myself because of the management, but still not enough. Evening pick up my dad from work, and ate our dinner together in home. Night time went out with besties for yam cha section in Chatpoint Cafe. Nice environment and food! Chit-chatted and plan for our next outing when I'm back next time. Can't wait for that!


Sunday as usual is sad day as I have to go back to hostel. Highway was so jammed and many trees fall down due to thunderstorm. I was back safely, with a surprised call. LOL

Now can't wait for my last management week ends and start over again my ordinary (?) student posting life. Also looking forward to my holiday, wish my request approved! [Management can kill people!!]


P/S: Miss you miss you! =]

Puzzle

But it puzzled my mind as well =(

Busy March 2012

Office lady look for me if I'm not to choose to be a nurse ^^

As what I was expected from past, this year March definitely will be damn busy for me. Ya, indeed and that's the reason my blog since for 1st of March didn't update till today.

So I had my research and management project for 5 weeks which made me mad and nut about it. It's superb exhausted, mentally and physically tortured. But when the day we went out and present our project, everything seems very worthy. I really proud of my group 5 workpiece! =)

Meanwhile in the project was going on, I went back to hometown just for the sake of our Ham Kor's birthday celebration, also coincidentally met the day of Angela's birthday celebration too. So I managed to meet back my primary school friends, which is really glad about it. Then went for Ham's celebration in OT, drank, chit-chat and help MK to do his assignment too. Haha~ It's really weird to do assignment in such beautiful place! Unable to meet Mian as she had emergency case, Mun didn't go back too. But I'm sure that we can meet very soon!

Then done my research and management project, got my House Final exam result which is quite satisfactory, sit for my last semester exam. And I just done my 1 week management posting in the ward, still 3 weeks to go! Stress will never go away from me, so what I had did to release my stress is watch Running Man!! The best reality show I had ever seen! Totally in love with it! Hopefully that I can meet them once in my lifetime!

Currently my feeling is mixed, what I really need is to go back my home and meet my beloved family and besties! I miss them damn much!!! Sob sob~~


P/S: Finger crossed that I can get my request and thus I can balik kampung!!

For uu

"唉，李大仁，你也这么觉得吗? 当你在想念一个人时，那个人也心灵相通地回应着你的想念。这样让那小小的思念变成了会让人痛哭流涕的感觉。是不是很鸡皮疙瘩?"


我最親愛的 -- 張惠妹
作曲：Russell Harris
填詞：林夕

很想知道你近況
我聽人説還不如你對我講
經過那段遺憾
請你放心　我變得更加堅強
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子　你別來無恙
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親　像過去一樣

我想你一定喜歡
現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗
想起你的模樣
有什麼錯
還不能夠被原諒
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子　你別來無恙
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親　像朋友一樣

雖然離開了你的時間
比一起還漫長
我們總能補償
因為中間空白的時光
如果還能分享
也是一種浪漫
關係雖然不再一樣
關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子　你別來無恙
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親　像親人一樣



P/S: 只希望我并不是自作多情....

那瞬间

美丽的花朵，也只是留下那瞬间的倩影...

人类坚强到一段日子，
还是会累的....

当要个靠岸的地方休息时，
看不到那彼岸...

当想要倾诉内心的郁闷时，
没人愿意停下脚步来...

当要有个温暖的拥抱呵护着，
怀里只有小小的抱枕...


我只想要有个李大仁在我身边，
这样小小的奢求，
会很难吗？



P/S: 如果我看过你看过的世界，走过你走过的路，是不是就能更靠近你一点?

21 !!!

Yes, I'm officially 21 years old now. Valentine just passed, which mean that my birthday also just passed too. As usual this year, there's still no Mr. Right to celebrate with me. But with bunch of pretties and besties to be with me, it's really more than enough.

Last Saturday, purposely went back home just to celebrate my advanced birthday with my besties. Went to find Mun 1st then only we drove back to Melaka. At night, after having dinner and shopping with family, only I dressed up and waited for Negi to pick me up. Due to time consuming, Ham and his gf left before we reach there. Luckily Ham still knew and called me to inform me, if not I'm gonna chop his head off. LOL When we reached, there were having the football match live show. They was so quite and just stunt there doing nothing, pity them. Haha~ Xian treated me a Hoorgarden and I received the Alba watch which I already chosen last week as my present. But I never expected to have a strawberries cake from them, although I don't like strawberries, yet the taste is really delicious. Then time to feed them the strawberries one by one as an appreciation. I'm really glad that all of them really attended and celebrated with me on my 21st birthday, because as the past sure got some of them unable to make it. Of course, I'll still waiting for JT and Negi's handmade cake. Will it come true? We'll see then. =)

Then on the big day, had my classes from 8am till 6pm because of the research project. But yet we still able to rush to TGI Friday for Valentine's dinner, also celebrate my birthday too. It's really expensive, but then the food is nice and delicious. Our table really attracted all the guys to look at us, because it's really weird to have 13 pretties sat in the restaurant without any guy presence. LOL Mission completed! They also managed to make fun of me by looking me to sing a song using a tomato bottle mic, my action even attracted a passed-by lady to stop her footstep and listened my singing. Really embarrassing!! But of course, thanks to all of them, I had an unforgettable birthday!

It's time to back to reality and continue my research project. Really suffering currently, but what to do? It will end after 5 weeks later, so just bear with it!


P/S: Forever alone together = Forever together =)