Stage 33 P1 and others!

Past few days, I brought a P1 WIMAX!! Yeah~ Finally can online with fast and efficiency! Although 1st night my modem got problem, but it already fixed and now I can online any time I could! Really fast and love it so much~ Hope it will coverage at Melaka as soon as possible. ^^ But because of this, my pocket money will reduce alot.(I have to pay by my own~ Sob~)

Last 2 weeks happened lots of things around me. Bad things more than good things. Sigh~ Here's the list that I had pass through these days~

1. Finish with our orientation tea party~~ Fun and satisfied!!
2. Went for Bon Odori! It was really nice and hope I can go there again next year! Met many Japanese over there!
3. Having a new laptop~ Asus K40AB series!! Love it so much~ I'll take a very good care of it!
4. Alot of homeworks and assignments to do~ Very tired! Especially going to take our 1st test!!
5. Received bad news from my buddy~ Really speechless of that case~ Hope she can get well and be brave for everything!!
6. After saturday half day classes, went to hospital for blood group test and urine too~ Waited a long time and my money had gone again~ But I never though that my blood group is O+ ~
7. Went for shopping to Sunway Pyramid after my medical check up~ For the sake of relax myself~ Haha~ Spent alot of money at there~
8. Went out with my sister and her boyfriend for lunch on Sunday~ Ate my 1st ever Wendy's burger~ It was really delicious!!
9. Ward orientation for our following Supervised Clinical Experience!! Very nervous and excited of it!!
10. Took my ATT injection on Friday~ Very lenguh my hand~ Sob~

all my classmates!! 95 of us~ But now become 94 people already~ Can you find me out? Haha~
At Bon Odori while watching for the rehersal~
With Japanese kids~
My Asus laptop cover view~
Other view~
After taking my blood~
Korean food for dinner at Sunway Pyramid~ Very delicious~~
With my dinner~ Haha~
Wendy's burger~ Is prawn flavor!! Nice~

Stage 32 FRESHIE

FINALLY I can online!! My laptop has come!! So I can update my blog frequently~ But also need to see my time, because my exam will be coming soon and so many things have to study and do the practical~ And most importance that I'm going to hospital and face my real patients~ Very nervous and excited. Complicated feeling currently~ Will post previously events that I had attended as soon as possible~ ^^

P/S: Soon will buy a broadband~ Wifi too lag~ Sob~

Stage 31 My 2nd week in college!

2nd week is more tiring than my 1st week~ Because my class was started. Homework + assignments + performance for OTP + revision + ... All these just made me so ill! I really can't sleep nicely for these 2 weeks. Everyday slept on 2am+ but woke up on 6.40am. Almost sleeping in the class (especially today morning! :P), but I still can managed to "tahan" my feeling! I don't want to scold by tutors and seniors!! Now quite dizzy just because of not enough sleep! And I vomited while I was lim teh with Mian, JT, Negi and Xiong just now(They don't even know about that! I don't want make you all so worry about me!)~ Arggh!!! How I wish I can have a nice and sweet nap for just for a whole day!!

Now no mood to talk about the more details of the college. I want to do my homework and revision!! Just hope that I can cross over all stressful things!! Gambateh!!


My design for my notice board!
Tiring look after not sleeping well for 2 weeks~

P/S: I was happy that my premonition is wrong! I do really thinking too much of it! Love you guys~

Stage 30 All about college's life~

These few days I went through a very tough and tiring experiences~ Really stressful for me. God~ How wish I can relax for a few days!! Currently at Melaka but later will going back to hostel~ Sob~

Wednesday 1st of July, I with my family went to my college~ My dad not so familiar with that area, so took a bit of time to find the place. But still managed to arrive on 9.30am~ So started to register and took all my stuffs to my hostel room~ I only realized that I bought too much things compared with the others. The seniors and my classmates were quite shocked of looking my stuffs~ Even some of them said " Wao~~" So embarrassed! My room was okay, just need to clean it up~ My roommates were nice and pretty too~ 2 Chinese and an Indian~

Look view of my level living room~
Before rearrange our stuffs~ (I know it's quite messy~) The upper double-decker bed is my bed~
Text books and dictionary~ Next week my class will be start!

So the orientation started and will going on for 2 weeks~ Even got orientation team party on 17 July~ Had a lots of talks and it's just all about rules and regulations~ Too many rules as it's so strict! (But I know all these are for our own good) Greet seniors when meet them at anywhere except in cafeteria, no handphone allowed except above Level 4, before 11pm must go back to hostel and lists goes on. During orientation time we need to sit up straight without moving the body. Everyday orientated till 11pm or 12am+ , but need to wake up on 6.30am. My dark circle became bigger and darker. Sigh~ I don't know I can still hold it on or not, very tiring and desperate for me. Every time when I talked with anyone via phone at hostel, my tears always wanted to come up but I still hold it back. Sigh~ I missed hometown, family, friends and foods so much! So when my friend asked me whether want to go back to Melaka on Saturday, I agreed without any hesitated. Yeah~ I love Saturday!!

On Saturday noon, we 6 people Melaka gangs straight away took bus and back Melaka after the class ended! It just looks like we were run away!! YES, IT WAS!! I was really happy as I can met up my family, friends and foods! On Saturday night I took dinner with my family, as I wanted to eat satay celup! Then went to Jusco for buying college's stuffs and my little sis's school bag~ And I straight away went to Old Village and lim teh with my buddies -- Mian, Mun (she's back too!) and Xiong~ As usual two of them didn't showed up. Sigh~ Too much problems of them. Although I was sad in my deep heart but I still can accepted it. It's not the first time already, right? What kind of explanation is it? Sigh~ When Xiong sent me back to home, we talked a lot. And thanks to him, it's really encourage me and give me more energy + power to step across the obstacles that I faced currently! Gambateh!! 加油！！ Aza aza fighting!

Lastly, post up my favorite food -- Satay Celup!! Lolx~


I will post as much about my college life as I can~ 'Cause next week will be very busy and I don't think I'll back to Melaka on next Saturday. But my mom and Mian hope I can come back~ So hope I can manage to come back! Melaka's air is much fresher than PJ's air! Hahaha~

P/S: Waiting for buying my own laptop!

Stage 29 或许，我的期待....

或许我不该抱着期待~
我其实早已明白，
该来的还是会来，
不会来的就是不会来了。。。
是我太天真太傻了？
或许真的是这样吧。。。

我努力地在欺骗自己，
或许他们忘了。。
或许他们太忙了。。
或许他们。。。
可是，脑袋还是不能控制地去想。。
他们忽略了你。。。
没错，我其实是知道的。。。
但是，我还是把我们的合照放在相框里。。。
等待着哪天你们能回头看看我还在原地。。。
等待着你们的归来。。。
等待着你们来找回属于我们的缘分。。。

现在只有这段旋律在我脑海里--
"没有结果/爱爱爱让我还不明白/什么痛痛痛别再互相伤害/
oh baby/爱爱爱让我还不明白/什么痛痛痛别再互相伤害伤害..."
--摘自柯有伦<爱爱爱>

只有无奈和失望。。。
我只能带着这份心情，
心流着泪离开这里。。。。

明天,会更好吗?

Stage 28 Last gatherings before going to college!

Yesterday night, I went for lim teh with Mian, Mun, Xiong and our special guest -- Rt! Just for the last reunion before I ,Mun and Rt going to college~ I became the driver as the "former driver" said that he don't want to go out due to the money problem~ Actually I and Mun are going to treat everyone~ Haha~ Poor Negi and JT~ To tell the truth I really not so happy (actually I'm really fed up and disappointed~) of what these two guys done. We already promised to each other for a long time ago, but they broken up our promise for the most important time before I'm going far away for studies~ Why you guys want to do so? Sigh~ And because of this, I really drove fast at the night till almost knock people's car and Mian's house small bushes~ Haha~ Sorry to all friends whose sitting my car~ I know I'm really emotional~ So next time don't ask me for driving when I'm not in good mood! Lolx~

We were having our fun time at Old Village~ (Although my first choice was another cafe, but never mind then~) Foods and drinks were really nice! I love it~ Hope next time when I'm back we can go there for our gathering~ Had a nice talk with all of them~ Quite happy~ Especially with Rt, had a long period didn't see her~ We all chit-chatted till the shop almost getting close~ Haha~
Our fun time when at Old Village~ Edited by me~

On the midnight, I still writing the letter~ The letter that I want to give for my friends~ Although I did hesitated whether I should give it to them even though they treat me like this~ I don't know are they still remember the date I will be leaving. But if the thing really came like this, they are really too slow in responding! *Shake head* But I still wrote for them till 5am only I get a nap. 'Cause 8am I had to wake up as I have to go for breakfast with Mian, Mun and Xiong~

Today's morning, four of us were having breakfast together for the last time~ When I was in the Xiong's car, suddenly the seat belt fell down, it was broken. I was just shocked and after that, I just laughed and tried to repair the thing. Finally I managed to do so! Haha~ Xiong said I was the first person who was broken his car's seat belt! I'll be proud of it! Lolx~
I had no idea how I broken this~ Lolx~

So after discussed, we all decided to eat Dim Sum~ Although last Thursday we just ate it! But I think I'll be miss it a lot when I'm at PJ~ So we went to Bachang just because my mom recommended there's a nice Dim Sum restaurant~ With long time of finding the parking lot, finally we get there! We started to eat and left there without eating all the foods that we ordered~ Xiong treated us~ Thanks a lot! Then we went to Popular just because they wanted to buy stationary~ And we back home after this! Hugged with everyone~ Almost wanted to cry out but I'm still hold up the tears~ 'Cause I promise to myself not to cry anymore even leaving here! Actually I'm really sad because I have to leave here and will not be able to back for a few months! But some of them aren't get that and always reject our solicitations~ Sigh~ Even I'm online in msn, they still not saying anything with me! Are they really care of me as a friend? With all my love and care I gave, they reply me with desperate. Now I'm really confused and still waiting for the last hope~ I'll giving you for the last chance~
Beakfast at Bachang~ Nice experience! And most important is I love you all, 3 of you~ Muaks~

So, I'll be leaving here for 6am tomorrow and I'll not be able to online and post the blog frequently as I have to settle my college things~ Once I find the computer lab from my college, I'll post the blog soon~ Good luck for everything! Ganbateh! :D

Stage 27 All about today!

My 2nd time handwriting blog! No mood to talk about my feeling on this moment~ I wanna shout up loud! Arghh!! And this was my first time ever I feel that I wanna get out of this hell place!