Fullstop = The New Beginning

Yeap, I think that's the end of story. I had made my mind clear enough. There's not such thing in this world can be overcome with the word "I love you" only. If love can overcome everything, why we still have war and unfair scenes in this world? I can't see the future that I wanted, so bear with that and till death let's us apart.


It's too hard to meet my desired love.


Perhaps I really not deserve to have any relationship for my entire life.=(




"It takes three seconds to say “I love you”, three hours to explain it , and a lifetime to prove it."

我落日般的忧伤就像惆怅的飞鸟，惆怅的飞鸟飞成我落日般的忧伤。

看过微博上有这样的一个说法，“在对的时间遇见对的人，是一生幸福；在对的时间遇见错 的人，是一场心伤；在错的时间遇见错的人，是一段荒唐；在错的时间遇见对的人，是一阵叹息。你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。”

而我依然怀疑着，那个感觉，总是觉得很不真实，好假好假。从出生以来，我只相信我看到和第六感的感觉，其他的都抱着半信半疑的态度。或许我必须改变这态度，可是缺乏安全感的自己却说服不了自己，没办法过到这一关。永远都活在自己的安全范围内，才是我自在的理由。

我想我自己都无法改变这事实，就这样地让它发生吧！是我的就是我的,不是的就会离开我远远的。

缘分这事总是很搞笑地发生。哈~



P/S: 不要太想念过去，因它会给你带来悲伤；不要太思考未来，因它会带给你恐惧；用微笑活在当下，它会带来喜乐。

还有明晚开始我的4天夜班，加油吧！过后我想回家好好彻底放松下，见见家人和老友。心灵很累啊~~

Raya Holiday

Yeap, last week had my 4 days off at hometown. Nice to relax myself in home on the 1st day after tired work. Then 1st day Raya, as usual received many ketupats and rendang chicken and other foods from neighbours! We ate for our breakfast and lunch, very full and blessed! Then evening went out with my lil' sister for groceries and window shopping. I spent alot on that~ Then night time still stay at home doing nothing, because of laziness. LOL

2nd day Raya a.k.a Malaysia Independent Day, went out with long-time-no-see friends as farewell. Watched Cars 2 which is very funny, I really laughed out loud in theater. Then night time farewell gathering with Bowling, Fang and Kel as they are going for further studies in local U. Good luck to all of you!

The next day, went to sing K with Xian, MK and Xiong. I'm the driver as Xiong's car got some problem. Luckily the journey was safe and nothing happened. Sing for 3 hours and we headed to DP as they all want to buy something. After that we went to eat Tom Yam steamboat as Xian's family having dinner there too. 3 of us just went and try, ended up we sweated alot because it's too spicy. Haha~ MK swear that he won't eat at there anymore in his life. Then we went to yam cha with Nyamuk and JT as Nyamuk seldom come back. He really mature alot compared to last time in secondary school. Had a great talk with all the guys!

Last day just stay at home and rest well, because I knew I'm sure will get very busy after back to college~ Currently condition really can prove my words! Tiring...

Seashore~~

This is really spicy *HOT*

All the best in studies everyone =)

P/S: Are you the one? I'm really have no idea...

又寂寞 又美好

什么都别说
我只想拥抱你

不需要任何语言
那体温
足够化解那忧伤
温暖了心

试问
何时才出现
真实的你

-为什么伤害隔着那么远都能做到，而安慰，却必须在身旁才行呢？-

Undescribable

Finally done my exam on Friday. Friday night had my horror movie section with AVA girls and collegemates too! Scream till my throat pain, but it's really satisfied! Saturday morning rush with journal and I'm back to home after that, as usual just to relax myself.

Pool time with Negi and MK =)

Actually I thought nobody will date me as I already sms-ed to some of them and they were unavailable, so I just made my mind to stay at home and doing nothing. Fb message popped up and was MK who asked me, "Want to go and play pool?" I was stunt for a second and agreed. We went there, and I am the only girl who was in the shop. A big sweat on my head 'cause everyone was looking at me, I quickly ran to them. After took the balls from counter, then we're playing at the corner. Luckily it wasn't too obvious, because I played too bad as this was my second time after the form 3 genting trip. My sports sifu -- Negi laughed at me and told me not to do this and that, have to be like this and that. When finish our game, Xiong called up for supper, then just me and MK went as Negi tomorrow need to work in the early morning.

Sunday woke up by Voone's call, then chit-chatted with mom for recently cases. Received a surprised phone call from Jonathan, talked for quite a long time as long time no chat. We'll meet each other soon~ Noon time went to JJ with sister and had a window shopping. Reached home, lying on my bed and almost overslept, luckily dad cooked fried rice (my 1st time to eat) for my dinner. And then rush to bus station and back to posting life.

Nice fried rice ever in my life ♥

Too much feeling mixed into my mind, I can't describe it into words. But it made me feel so blessed ♥



P/S: If that is the fate, then I rather do not want it.

那是结局，还是开始？

猜不透，

我已不了解，

为何事情会变成这样？

不过，

或许，

对我来说是件好事。

至少，

我不会再有什么别的想法。




故事，

到此结束。




接下来，

会是新的开始吗？

希望是美好的开始和结束。

P/S: 我是个大傻瓜, 没人要的傻瓜。

Joyful Saturday Night

Last Saturday, I had my very fullness dinner and supper ever in my life! Woohoo~ It's extremely excited because it had been a long time I didn't experience it! Dinner was my family gathering at Shibaraku because of my little sister's belated birthday celebration, she chosen for that restaurant, since it's having promotion so my sister approved it. So we went in and had a non-stop 2 hours buffet. There's variety of foods to choose and all of us were so full, my dad kept walking here and there to let his stomach digest faster so that he can eat more. LOL~ After finish the dinner, we straight back to home because all my besties were waiting for me to give a birthday surprise for JT! Negi and MK were waiting for me outside my home for hours and I felt very sorry about that, LOL~ Picked up the present which leftover at my sofa and jumped into Negi's car started our plan! XD

So our evil plan -- we planned to have a gathering among us, so when we're going to pick up Mian, she refuse to go and it's the time to let the rest of us to "scold" her and made the environment very embarrassed. Then suddenly sang the birthday song for JT with candles, cupcakes and wishes' papers. The plan was successfully made because MK really used this opportunity wisely to scold her for the vengeance, even I have no chance to act and thus they all felt so disappointed of me. =_= Then we started our steamboat for supper in Mian's house, had a nice moment with them! Unfortunately leftover Mun as she didn't come back because of the coming exam. We will have another chance to meet again! =)
Wonderful Saturday night I had ever in this year! Made me felt so full and blessed because of my beloved family and besties! Arigato~


P/S: You'll never be the same, so do I.