One-third

It's been a while to update my blog. As usual busy with works and recently my lappie spoiled made me unable to post, but I knew all these was just an excuse. Now I'm even able to use my Note 2 to write this, it just the matter of mood. Yea I admitted my mood swing is in critical stage, but don't worry it will just occur when I really can't stand with it anymore. *control control*

One third of 2013 has gone, I'm still doing fine with my job, nothing much new things to be happy with. Awaiting for increment and bonus to be happened on me, although some of them said people who working less than a year will not getting anything. But I do really hope that expection will happened, so that I will have that kind of motivation to continue this pathway. *fingers crossed*

Two days ago, I almost had a MI episode with ILT due to his lame joke. That unsatisfactory and angry feeling still deep inside my heart. Although apologies and comfort given, but I don't really understand what's the point of having that kind of lame joke. Perhaps I'm too stingy to make fun with, but my sincerity is not a joke, seriously I swear, especially with the person I do really care much. My heartache still exists whenever I think back, gonna break my heart harshly so that it won't get any injury anymore! You'll get the paid in the future! Hmp!

End of May is the day of my bestie back from Dublin for her summer break! Can't wait to meet her as we're having almost a year never meet each other, although we always keep in touch frequently in using any kind of communication tools. Gonna planning many things to do with her and also with our gangs too! It's gonna be awesome!! Also today is her birthday, have a sweet celebration ya~ :D

My complicated feeling become worse after you told me all those, perhaps I'm the one whom overthinking but still there's impossible to have all these weird actions right? I'll just pretend know nothing until the truth disclose. Please forgive me for being such that coward, I'm sorry.

P/S: I'm gonna live my life like forever 22!